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05-6-2009 - heartbroken

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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Well today has to be the worst day (or one at least) of my life. i got a strange text today in the from: it said (us) it had no phone number. well it went on to say you dont know me but i know you i have been with javi (bf) for months and i know you are having his kids but i wanted to give you a heads up we arent going to stop talking. i felt like someon kicked me straight in the stomach. no idea who it is or how they go the text to me like that. I confronted him over the phone 1st he denied it. Then i went to his house after work (i had to hold it in since 1130am dont get out til 330) he denied and said he hasnt and was never talking to anyone else and maybe someone was messing with me i dont think so at least no one i know. He seemed convincing when i talkd to him but i still couldnt shake it i dont know if i want to think he would never do that or i really believe him or even if i should. so i went on telling him he has been treating me like crap lately and admitted he had & then he disagreed with some stuff i had to say. I told him he wants to be out partying with his friends and girls he's getting what he wants and i broke it off with him. I told him he doesnt make me happy lately all he does is make me cry he said im emotional about everything though. He was/ has been in shock he didnt know what to say but he didnt want his kids raised like this without us 2gether. Then he asked if he would be able to go to the appt to find out what they are!!!! all of a sudden he wants 2 go ?!?!? i dont understand im so hurt confused & sad. i feel completely crazy right now. i dont know what to do and i feel alone. i don think i have ever cried this much in my life & it happens when i should be the happiest.

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8 Comments on heartbroken


claire louise - Friday, 19 Jun
I'm so sorry to hear youe so unhappy. I hope things get better soon.x

ms.crystal - Wednesday, 10 Jun
Im sorry to hear about what you're going thru. I know it's hard but honestly i think this is the way men act when they are scared. My husband wanted a baby soooo bad, but when i was actually pregnant, he started acting crazy. Going out all the time, not answering his phone, drinking alot, and all kinds of weird stuff. He never acted that way before or after the baby was here. Just hang in there and it will get better. It seems like he cares about you but this is just his way of handling things. Hope all works out for you.

3RD Time Mommy 2B - Wednesday, 10 Jun
Hi newmommyx2, I just read ur blog "heartbroken" and I'm really sorry about what ur going thur... But now is not the time to be stressing ur-self (remember ur pregnant) and no matter what ur twins come first.....The only thing that I can advice u to do is to go down on ur knees and "PRAY" prayers do works**please read Zechariah 13:9, Matthew 26:41 and John 15:7 *****If I Don't Know How to Pray****Romans 8:26-27**** and let me know, how it goes**

renni10 - Tuesday, 9 Jun
How are you doing sweetie? sending you *prayers*hugs*

SF-mama - Saturday, 6 Jun
Why does he want to go now? Like if they are one gender or another he will be more interested. Love is not conditional and he sounds like he is being sketchy. Good luck with everything. Sorry to hear that it is so difficult when you should be relaxing and pampering yourself

Angelbaby1 - Saturday, 6 Jun
I'm praying for you sweetie...

mrsscorpio - Friday, 5 Jun
I'm sorry to hear about all the drama. Men don't understand the emotional stress of carrying a baby. It's very difficult to discover that you can no longer trust someone who you thought you would be with forever. Do what's best for you and I hope everything works out.

mommytonatalie - Friday, 5 Jun
Him wanting to go with you is a great sign. I would give him the benefit of the doubt until you know others wise. You are blessed twice over, Don't let any man get you down. Once you see the blessing you have created they are all that matters in the world. I wish you luck , and I hope that he does better by you and the little ones. If not his lost. There no greater joy in the world then watching your babies grow up.