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26-6-2009 - Can it get anymore complicated??

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Ok so the babies father is now ontacting me every so often. I really want us to be together but i am so so angry at him right now for everything that has happened/is happening. Everytime he will text or call i cant help but talk crap to him for like hours thru text! He says he wants to be in our lives and wants to change i just really dont trust his word right now because he is still out partying it up with his friends and girls that are their friends (i know how that works). I hate being this angry person and want to give him the benefit of the doubt i just cant find it in me right now. He at least now has accepted the fact that they are coming and he will ask how they are doing and how i am doing. Then i answer him with like "fine but what do you care". i just cant help myself. In all though i still have not seen him in 3 weeks i never told him i have felt them move or things like that i just feel so hurt i couldnt share that small stuff with him. He tried to see me sometime this past week but i think it was more because he wanted "some" from me but im being so stubborn i wont give in. I dont know what to do or how to handle myself in this situation anymore.

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1 Comments on Can it get anymore complicated??


Mommy2AnL - Friday, 26 Jun
It takes a while to get over the anger. Don't give in to the half assed attempts at being there tho hun, you deserve so much better and so do your babies. If it's meant to work out it will, but not while you're so angry. I know...I've been there. I really hope it looks up for you soon...MONDAY IS THE DAY! Hope you have a great appt and the ultrasound is awesome. Mine is Tuesday and I'm TERRIFIED, he he.