05-6-2008 - March 7th 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

March 7, 2008

So I quit my job a couple of weeks ago cuz of how horrible I felt all the time and how I was calling in sick constantly. Also i'm a vet assistant so I have to pick up huge dogs and clean cat boxes and all the other dangerous stuff for pregnant women. The thing that sucks is I just got that job 5 months before and it was a great opportunity for me and my career. Well anyways since I quit i'm so bored I have nothing to do at home but clean up a little and do laundry just things like that so i'm totally bored all the time.... plus my boyfriend needs the car to go to work so I don't have a car either to do anything. If I wanted to get a job again I wouldn't have a car anymore either cuz I used to work nights and that schedule worked out great cuz I would use the car at night and my bf would use it during the day. I know i'm just complaining but I didn't realize how much staying at home would get so boring until now.

On a different note i've been feeling this fluttering at night and only during the night. I know that it's too early to feel the baby kick but I know the difference between gas and something literally kicking my bladder. It only happens for a second and then it's over. Last night it happened and at first I thought it's not the baby but after last night i thought differently cuz this was like a major hard kick and this could not have been gas so I told my bf but when he put his hand down to feel there was nothing. I was sad that Ricky couldn't feel it but he will eventually.