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| 17-8-2008 - August 17, 2008 |
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So it's been a while since I last wrote. I'm so done with being pregnant. The other day I had a scare, My underwear were pretty damp but there wasn't a lot of like my water broke so I called the nurse who told me to come into the maternity ward to get checked. I did so and it turned out to be nothing. They put the monitor on me and I was contracting though. I didn't know I was contracting before this cuz it just felt like the baby was moving but I guess the tightening feeling was BH contractions. I have an appointment with Ob on tuesday and then he will check me to see if i'm at all dilated or effaced. I can't wait. I'm so hoping that I have some progress. I'm so sore from his head being in my pelvis that it hurts to do anything that involves movement. Now that my due date is less then a month away I am pretty nervous and scared about the pain I will be in during labor. I am not one to cope well with pain and I know i'm going to be extrememly bitchy. I guess everyone thats in the room has to deal with it lol.
My little boy has also been pretty active. Kicking me in my ribs, pushing his head into my hip/pelvis. It's the most uncomfortable feeling ever to be pregnant. Nobody ever told me before that being pregnant was so painful and extremely uncomfortable.It would have been nice to know what was coming in the near future. I guess i'm lucky that I don't have a hard time sleeping. But I have gained a ton of weight. I've already gained about 40 pounds and I look like a far cow. I'm showing it everywhere. I have stretch marks everywhere also. My stomach, thighs, hips, arms, and back. My body is now ruined for life. Plus I wasn't that skinny before I got pregnant and now I have to lose so much weight it sickens me to even think about it. I've seen some pictures of women who look like they never had kids 3 weeks PP. I wish I could look like that but i know I can't suceed at that since I didn't even look that good before pregnancy. Ughhh... I guess I will have to work my but off trying to lose the baby weight and the weight I had on pre-pregnancy. I will be really busy then. I have a lot to look forward to then.
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