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| 12-4-2008 - My pregnancy so far.. |
My mood while writing this blog: Happy and hungry! |
Wow the time sometimes seems like it goes by so quick and sometimes so
slow.. In less then 10 days i am going to be leaving my home to go
live with Kurt in Alaska on the air force base. I am so scared!
But
the pregnancy has still had its ups and downs.. I am starting to feel
him a little more.. But i get nervous because there are a few days that
I dont feel him moving so ive decided that since he is stressing me out
like that then every day he doent move he is grounded for a week.. so
he has a couple of months stored up already=]
We picked out our
house today. Well he did really because he is t he one who got to see
the houses i wish i would of been up there .. but from what it sounds
like the house is pretty nice. Its a 2 story house with a basement..
the bedrooms are upstairs.. it might not be that big but its good
enough for us=]
Tomorrow i have another ultrasound in Oakland
because he has a little something different about him.. I am pretty
worried but the doctors say that there is really nothing to worry about
and that from what they can see, he looks perfect but they just want to
take another look at him.
The livermore kaiser really messed up with
their ultrasound and sended to the specialists in oakland that there
was something wrong with a choroid in his head and his kidneys were
swollen.. but when we went the the very experienced specialists in
oakland, they said that livermore’s findings were inconclusive and they
believe that the technician just measured everything wrong. But you
wouldnt believe what i had to go through! I could barely sleep because
a stupid nurse from livermore called me and said my baby boy had cysts
in his brain! She read the wrong report!!!!!!!!! My son was fine. But
for a week i was going through hell! I could stop crying and it was
just the most horrible feeling to think that there is something wrong
with your baby.. and there is nothing you can do you cant even hold
your baby to ensure everything is going to be ok. But i know that he
will be okay i feel it in my heart and I know that God has a way of
making everything work out..
I am pretty excited about going to be
with Kurt=] i am so sad to leave my family and friends but he and i
need to be close to each other and he deserves to be around his son
just as much as i am. We have 3 names so far.. Braiden, Jayden, and
Blake. I really like braiden.. but I dont know yet=) i am sure we will
think of more names before then too..
But wow i am starting to show so much.. I love it!
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