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| 08-11-2009 - 13 DPO and I just want to cry |  My mood while writing this blog:distressed |
Im sorry girls that all I seem to do on these blogs is moan.
so, im 13DPO now. I took 2 pg tests last night. one had a very thin line (Which turned up within 30 seconds) and the other was a deffinite faint full line which I have put on my profile so, DP and I were really excited! So, I said okay i'll hold my pee all night and in the morning I bet my HCG will be really high so hopefully we will have a FANTASTIC line in the morning and our "squidge" will be confirmed.
So, I woke up at something silly like 6am and used the same make pee stick as the night before, I excitedly opened the wrapper and did the deed. I put the lid on and sat there all excited and watched the stick do its magic. But to my dissapointment there wasnt the "fantastic" line we both assumed there would be. There was a BFN staring back at me. Not even a blemish...Nothing.
So, im heart broken - AGAIN! as my partner says we can handle "yes" your pg we can even handle "no" your not pg. what we cant handle is being in limbo. some tests giving us hope then within 8 hours those dreams taken away from us.
In my heart I know I am not pg. Ive looked up at the pee stick i was using they are good at detecting early signs of pg so its nt like a cheap brand. I just wish the stupid things werent so cruel to me. I know that the tests could of been evap lines but both lines regardless how faint they were came up within 40 secs.
Were going to test about tues tho just to make sure and clarify that im not. im probably going to use a FRER test that time as ive heard they are pretty accurate too and the level of HCG only needs to b low to b detected
i just wanted to say thanks for all ur support xxxx
Comments on 13 DPO and I just want to cry
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04-11-2009 - im going maaaad
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