19-10-2008 - hubbys a pig tonight

My mood while writing this blog: sad and mad

grrrrrrrrrrrr i just get so mad at my hubby even when im not pregnant i get so mad at him but tonight was bad for me i have been run of my feet all day i not only do i get up give the kids breakfast clean their teeth dress them entertain them and then give them lunch entertain them again cook tea bath them dress them brush their teeth put them to bed i do all that all on my own while he just gets up goes to work and comes home spends 10mins if that with the kids before he stays on the computer for the resat of the night playing poker. well tonight i just got really mad because issiah my 3yr old has been pushing my buttons all day so i snaped and told him of he started crying you know what my hubby said why did you tell him of i said because i told him 5 times to stop what he was doing and the 6th was enough he started yelling at me telling me i shouldnt have done that i was like were the f><<?? were you to stop him from doing what he was doing thats right nowhere he turns to me and say you go to work all day i was like what do you think i do all day dance around the freaken fairys and smell flowers all day when he is at work and he even admits it he does nothing most days he just walks around pretending he his working where is im changing nappies left right and centre cleaning up after kid all day and always on my feet never really getting time to myself, the other thing he thinks he is intitled to and that is to go to the loo without interuptions im like buddy all part of being a parent if i cant you cant. and then there is dont even get me started on the he stays up till 12.30 sometimes 1am playing on the computer thinks he can get a sleep in even though im in bed by 9pm i still am the one that has to get up to put our baby back down when he is already up he dont even move.

but in saying that if i nag him enough he does do work round the house for me but i shouldnt have to nag to get him to do it.

right now im just b,aming all this on my pregnancy as i know normaly i would just get mad and fight back but tonight i cant even be bothered all i can do is cry while he is sleeping to keep away from me i dont even get to talk to him so i have all this talking left in me from being round kids all day i need to talk to adults at night before i go to sleep but he wont even talk to me the PIG that all i can say about him tonight