20-9-2009 - 25 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Well im 25 weeks and feeling like crap! I have been so moody/tired/emotional its not funny! I had a little melt down the other day and it was awfull. K arl had a saturday morning off work which does not happen often and on the Friday night i told him i was feeling a bit overwhelmed and emotional and i felt sad cause i spend so much time on my own and i hate Saturdays cause all my friends are with their families and i have no one to ring or hang out with and its just a very lonely day for me. Then he tells me he is going fishing in the morning and then is working the night. I tired to hold it together but once he left in the morning i started to cry and could not stop!!! I cried all day and was so worked up i thought i was going into labour! anyway im feeling a bit better but still sad i know if i start crying i wont stop again! God im just so hormonal and insecure and i never feel insecure but at the moment i am its just come out of the blue like bam i have turned into this needy emotional person. I really hope my emotions mellow out a bit and i start to feel a bit better soon.

On a good note baby is growing great and moving lots. Im having tones of bh contractions? Is this normal? My blood pressure is very low which sucks cause i cant walk far or get up fast or do alot cause i will faint! but other than that im doing great!

We are off on a family holiday in a few weeks so hoping the break away does us wonders! Thanks for letting me vent!

love me xxx