07-11-2008 - So SAD..!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

so this morning I woke up crying... I know hormones but to me was like a dream that I could not handle... in my dream I could hold my first pet MIA the hamster, she was playing with me in my big baby belly, I could feel the fur and she was constantly moving up and down my belly, and the awsom thing ever is feeling her in my hands one more time ... I felt it so real that I wished for her to be here... she passed away almost a year ago... so sad for us, expecially me that always wanted to have a hamster and my DH gaver her to me as my birthday present... remembering the first time I saw her was so nice, she was the last one and the injured one, she was attack by other hamster and made her bleed, so we took her right away.. her color so cute, she was rather skinny, but I loved her since I saw her... we had her with us for 3 years.. she learned her name also to scape from the cage wich was like high up in a table plus it was a 4 floors and an bathroom wich she learned to use so glad for that.. made easier the cleaning... she hated to take baths but she was good handling the water.. her favorite thing was to roam free all around the house... when we will call her name she will appear looking for us like saying ok fine here I am now can I go and destroy that door that doesnt let me go on? and she had a car ball that she knew to open so I couldnt trust her living her go rolling in that, in summer we would go for walks in her leash in my backyard... she would even come in a dog carrier with us everywhere... when it was time for us to come home from work she will be waiting for us standing in her behind legis.. jajaja... ahh yea all this for a hamster... I know people think there is nothing u can do with a hamster, well they dont know how loving, playfull, respectfull pets they are...

Any way thank you for listening I am missing her today like crazy... hope I dont bother too much..

Mia RIP..!!!