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| 09-4-2009 - New Baby, New Mom, New worries, the tragedy of the first two nights. |
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Hi .. I havent been here for a while. so I will start by saying we got Kayden home and the first night seemed to be going pretty well until after midnight he eat and I burped him and lay him down ... he was making noices so I stayed up loocking at him he was sleeping but fussy... so sudently I saw that mild was caming out his nouse I jumped out of bed and picked him up right away he was not breathing and I was pacniquing I started pading him on his back and then he came back I was desperate and so I didnt sleep that night after that one... it hapens he was trying so hard to do number two he was getting constipated because of the formula... so the next day everything was great and then the night came.. he was doing great and nothing happened until passed midnight again... he started out of nowere to choque on flemes... I was like so desperate cuz this time it was longer the time and he seemed not to respond and then I was like telling my husband to find the blue thing they gave us in the hospital and he brought it to me and I was tacking all the flemes out.. while I was doing that my husband called the nurses and they tell me to do what I was already doing.. so I was like ok and then she said to bring him in in case it happens again so that night I didnt sleep at all again and then next day I went to the doc. and he said it was the formula but I have to keep giving it to him because of his joundice but I am cutting it little by little hopefully for him to be more on my breast he will get more out... so now he is doing great at night he wakes up every 3-4 hours to feed and goes right back to sleep... I am happy that now I know what to do and that I am doing it right and that he is with me... I have to tell that I have no help from noone I am by myself and I am a first timer even to change a diaper the first time was so hard... I am afraid to hurt him in any way that I dont even want to bother him at all. so I cant belive I would love someone this much.. he is my life my sould my everything... how come I lived without him for so long I dont know... I am glad that everything is turnign out fine so far.. well have to go duties call... see ya around and I hope all of you have nice nights... not so tragic like mine... and all your babies are doing great... just wanted to share this cuz need to get it out of my sistem I am having the baby blues too but it seems to be getting better with time... not crying as much tho... hopefully everything will go fast... does any of you ladies lost apetite? I am not eating even the half part of what I used to in the pregnancy... what could it be?
2 Comments on New Baby, New Mom, New worries, the tragedy of the first two nights.voncoco -
Monday, 13 Apr Glad you ahve overcome the trials of the first couple of nights. Sounds terrifying... I am sory you had to go throught that. I must say that my appetite at the end of my pregnancy was limited to fresh friut only, and small amounts only. My appetite is raging now... I can't stop thinking about food... and I can't help but eat super fast... maybe because everytime i sit down to eat baby wants to eat too...lol. well enjoy your little angel he sure is cute! mamix2nluv -
Friday, 10 Apr i hope everything stays well for you!!! i know i would of flipped out myself....dont worry hun it will get easier :]