11-2-2009 - 21 weeks and 1 day Moan and update

My mood while writing this blog: pleased and peeved

Hoping i dont jinx it by writing this but it seems that my morning sickness has FINALLY ended at 21 weeks!!! I havent had my morning porcelian worship for 3 days nows and baby boys wiggling about plenty so i know all is well, i soooooooooo pleased to finally,hopefully, put the sickness behind me! I feel really well and energetic now until about 4 or 5pm then feel the tiredness creeping back in again.

Must have a moan about something though as it is bugging me and i need to get it off my chest. EVERYBODY here has been lovely about me expecting my 4th and about it being a 3rd boy but people i know in the real world...MAN are they pissing me off!!! So many people have been rude,accussing or almost pitying that im expecting a 4th child and i got over that, its sod all to do with them but now its "what are you having?" I tell them delightedly and thrilled im having another boy and im greeted with "OHHH what a SHAME!!" or "Oh i bet your really disappointed!!" Its really upset me and i know it shouldnt but just because i already have two sons and a daughter doesnt mean i wanted another girl or im not thrilled its a boy. I actually really DIDNT mind what i had this time around, cos i got my girl and as this baby was such a shock, im just thanking the stars its a healthy child as far as we know so far!! Some people really are thoughtless and rude and its taken the joy out of pregnancy for me, i dread people asking what im having as i dread their reaction and it shouldnt be like that. My other children all wanted a baby brother so im thrilled they got what they wanted, i cant see what the hell other people think it has to do with them!! Im having this baby!

Rant over!! And to cheer myself up today i broke my own " buy nothing before 30 weeks" rule and went and splurged a little on beautiful blue and bold coloured baby boy clothes!!! So cute and soooooooooo healing hehe xx