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15-9-2008 - shifted base to UK

My mood while writing this blog: happy and thinking of my angel

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hello to all ,
I have shifted base to the UK on 5th of Sept and am sorry i didnot write since long.After the loss of my baby girl,I desperately wanted a baby but had to wait since the stitches didnot heal and we were facing difficulty to actually make love.I guess that was basically a mental block and now that it is over , I have shifted base to the UK from Mauritius.I also needed a break from the routine life and daily being in my house where I spent the happy moments of my pregnancy was haunting daily...Also the opportunity to get the chance to come here cropt up and it is as if GOD made everything happening in the proper time frame.I would like to thank my parents and aunty who also helped us a lot in making this happening.They were very supportive.My hubby who is from India also was frustrated there after the loss...I know my angel is watching upon us and making our life easier. Sometimes I pray to God to take me fast so that I see her properly since when I delivered, I saw her only few seconds from the time they cut the cord to the time they placed her on the small couch to see if she can be saved. After that I dont remember anything.Not having seen her and looked at her for a long time really pains me but on the other hand I think that it would have been harder to me to accept the loss.She is always in my mind and she will always be also..It is hard..very hard to accept the loss and that my first pregnancy hasnot been at term.I went to my best friend's place who me and her was supposed to deliver together and saw her baby boy ..he is 6 weeks old and mine would have been one month and 3 days today. I was happy to hold him in my arms and look after him.HE IS A GEM.
Now will be busy at Uni and I hope after that I will TTC and hold my baby after 9 months!!!!!

I wish all of you happy pregnancies and lots of baby dust for thoseTTC..

Love
aruna

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