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|17-4-2011 - TTC April 2011
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17th April 2011
It has been 3 years since I lost my baby and my first pregnancy has been incomplete. 3 years on 14th April 2011 but still all the thoughts, memories of it, is still vivid my head just as if it was yesterday. I have never been able to get over it and each time I think if it, it's devastating. I can never stop crying... We are trying now and I cannot say it is the easiest things with the stress, apprehension and mixed feelings that come with it. If I knew what exactly caused the "miscarriage", I would have known what to be careful with this time.
All I can do is to leave everything in the hands of GOD caused I believe he knows best when is the right time.I am thankful to HIM, for the last time(Jan2011) when we tried and didnot succeed.There was a reason for this : We didnot know about how the company would deal with the processing of my visa and when i asked them by end of Jan, they said it will take months. And by end of March they OK'ed it and processed it.Feb 2011 & March 2011 were full of stress, fear...
SO I believe HE knows best in what he does.. Leaving all up to him, we can only try ...
Best of luck to all TTC ladies ....
Thanks for being Supportive,
Special thanks to my friends Karin and Katie (KT Preggers)
1 Comments on TTC April 2011 roosa
- Sunday, 17 Apr Aruna, so glad you are feeling hopeful, among all the other feelings. All of it is understandable. A subsequent pregnancy (and the TTC beforehand) is never easy. Please know I am here for you and sending prayers your way. Love, Karin