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| 13-1-2009 - its a beautiful day |  My mood while writing this blog:good |
so today I was sitting with my breakfast thinking about how I was feeling about myself lately. and I feel good. I was so sick while I was pregnant and then so devastated at his loss and the traumatic way in which I lost him I realised that my journey to feel this way again has taken me just over 9 months.
there are several thing I contribute this good feeling I have now too:
my therapist
my open and loving sisters
my accepting friends and family who listened
my very loving and patient fiance who had to change all of the methods of how he emoted and learn that it is ok to cry even around other people.
my obsession with analyzing my own state of being and the ability to take that and refocus
and most importantly the people on this site who have made sure I never felt alone in my pain, who let me vent, scream and rant and did not turn from me, who made me laugh and reminded me how that felt again, who let me make them laugh which built my confidence back up, who are honest and beautiful and supportive.
I do not think I would be in the mental state I am today without those things.
I just wanted to thank all of you wonderful ladies. you have seen me at my worst and I feel like though my journey isn't over I am soo happy that I can continue to take it with you.
Thank you my little pumpkin tarts! may you find happiness within your soul!
love Andrea
4 Comments on its a beautiful day
402nikkib - Tuesday, 13 Jan
today is a beautiful day!! And thanks to you now its even better!!
RainbowRach - Tuesday, 13 Jan
awww so great to read this. You are in a good place working on your body, and you mind is in the perfect place now x x So wonderful to see you happy x
Vicki--mommy of 4 - Tuesday, 13 Jan
You are sooooo sweet. I'm so glad you are finding your way through your journey. You have been a real blessing to all of us ladies. I'm so glad I've "met" you on this site. (((HUGS)))
katie-g - Tuesday, 13 Jan
awe hun that is so sweet we are all here for one and other keep believing take care off your self
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