05-5-2009 - 31 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: tired

I am so tired of being pregnant. I'm a bad mother, I've been looking around the net to find stats on how long the girls would be in NICU if I have them during certain weeks. I need a hug.

We all know that I'm not pushing them out, but I'm pushing them out. The good news is that they are both head down so if they stay like that, I'm going vaginal all the way. Now the thing is to talk nicely to them and maybe, just maybe they will stay down. I have noticed that their movements aren't as often as before, guess it gets kindof rough when you run out of space..lol..

So, my BP was wonderful today at the docs office, they both passed their BPP within 10 minutes, these girls are off the chain. I hope that they do as good on the outside and not give momma any crap.lol..

Taryn is still excited about her sisters. Shaun on the other hand could care less. I see that Taryn is going to be by my side and Shaun is going to have my car and gone. He said it yesterday that he was going to leave me here at home while he goes to football practice. They start practice the 1st Monday in June. I'll still be pregnant but I'll be seening the end of the road. It's hard to believe that I was almost home free. Shaun will be a Junior in High School and here I go again with kids. I never thought I'd see my baby in high school, but he is and now here I go again with 3 little girls, what in da hell was I thinking (or drinking)

Well, it's been a wonderful day, I feel good, I think that I want a bath to relax me more and go back to sleep. I need to take some pics, I felt bad about not having many with my 2 previous pregnancies so I didn't take many, but this is different, I have TWINS and it's my last.....

TTYL