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01-10-2008 - Thank you !!!

My mood while writing this blog:
just ok

I just wanted to take this time to say thank you to all of you!!! I would be on here for hours if I typed to each of you! lol I'm still a little nervous but the weird thing is now I'm starting to feel a little more ms... this morning brushing my teeth I was gagging. I'm just really really confused bc we bd 2times I was searching the web and they said that sperm can live in the fallopian tubes for up to seven days... so then I should be a week off not two?!?!?! oh I'm just sooo confused!

Anyways I wanted to let you all know that I am going in on Monday for another u/s with the tech lady that was soooo nice! LOL... I rather here the news from her at this point. I did speak with my dr yesterday and she was like I want you to go on Monday, take your shot in the a.m. so If the u/s comes back with no improvement then we will schedule a d&c for the 10th and you can stop the lovenox or she may not be able to stop my bleeding... She still thinking negative! huh!!! That just makes me nervous... hellooo if lovenox has a long afterlife then I don't want to get the d&c the same week... I rather wait for the following week... no need to die! LOL...

Again... thank you so much! I didn't even tell my fiance bc I don't know what's going on with him still and my sister got me annoyed yesterday... you are what makes me hopeful and strong! My sister said, "I don't know why you just didn't wait for your appt next week..." blah blah blah... needless to say I hung up on her and then she texted me saying she just doesn't like to see me worry, but I would have been worrying regardless and then I told her if she went through what I've been through she would want to go in every damn week also!!! Ugh... sorry... needed to let that out! =)

You guys are sooo great and hopefully we can look back and laugh about all of this! I feel positive right now... it's not like we saw a yolk sac and nothing attached! Less than a week and I go back! Hopefully this lil sucker is growing more and more!

Did I say you all were the best yet??? lol Have a great day!!! xoxo

Cyndy

6 Comments on Thank you !!!

minkymoo78 - Thursday, 2 Oct
Hi, unfortunately no one can properly understand what any of us are going through/been through unless they have experienced it. I was emailing my mum this morning and telling her how down I am and she said I've got to stop it and I thought yeah of course cause it's just that simple isn't it! NOT! I completely understand why you want to get checked out again as early as possible. You need to know either way what is going on with you and you have every right to know asap. I hope you get the news you want, please keep me updated xx

boystruckx2 - Thursday, 2 Oct
Unfortunatley some doctors look at all conditions (including pregnancy) as a medical thing and not so much as A BABY. They tend to always expect the worse. Keep your head up...I don't believe the negativity!

andriette and christians mummy liz - Wednesday, 1 Oct
HEY GIRL U ALL WILL BE FINE.JUST KEEP THANKING THE LORD FOR HOW FAR U HAVE COME.ITS ALL OF US PLEASURE,WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR.SOMETIMES I REALY DO WISH I STAYED IN THE US OR UK COZ ALL OF THE PEOPLE ON HERE ARE SO NICE,HERE I DONT HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU GUYS,HAVE A SUPER DAY:-D.P.S.IM ALSO GOING FOR MY 6 MONTH SCAN ON MONDAY.WHOO HOO CANNOT WAIT,IST SCAN IN 8 WEEKS!!

momtotheo - Wednesday, 1 Oct
Don't forget...once the egg and sperm meet -it could have been a while before they actually implanted. They do a little floating around in our bodies -but, once the baby picks up growth -he/she may prove that it's only off by a week and not two. My cousing had the same diagnosis but, she is just letting nature take it's course -she's week 37 now and prepared for this baby to come any minute.

secondtry - Wednesday, 1 Oct
I took me a long time to deal with this myself I wish someone had told me these things a long time ago...(someone other than a friend who got pregnant while just LOOKING at her husband ) I stopped counting how many total cycles we have done, but pretty close to 30 in all...that 30 times I was told I was NOT pregnant. And twice I was told I lost the baby after seeing the heartbeat 3 times! Slow down your thoughts, celebrate the fact you ARE pregnant, and give thanks and praise to the Lord for how far you have come, and pray for protection, and claim this baby. A friend told me this time to "claim" my baby. I do it now every day.

secondtry - Wednesday, 1 Oct
Try not to worry so much..really. I know its easier said than done. But through our struggles on Infertility, 4 failed IUI attempts, the $20,000 we have spent so far...I have learned there is NOTHING I can do to carry a pregnancy. Its out of our hands. And you have to come to peace with this. 1 out of 4 women have a miscarriage. Its the normal cycle of life, nothing abnormal about it. It is sad, frustrating, and it takes A LOT of patience. But you really do just have to sit back and accept and deal with every possibility, and PRAY and have faith, it will happen. The more your surrender to this, and come to terms with the reality of it it all, the happier you will feel each day, and the more relaxed you will feel...which is good for the baby :)

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