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24 Comments on The End of my Fairy Tale
BrookesMommy - Sunday, 12 Oct
Hi sweetie...
i am so sorry! i know how it feels if u ever want to talk i am here hugs to u
roosa - Thursday, 9 Oct
Awww sweetie, I only just read your post. My heart breaks for you. I am so very sorry. I am lacking words - only know you are in my thoughts and prayers. And also, taking a break is not the same as giving up. Like you I am taking a break from the full on TTC and am focusing on loosing weight. In general I am making some lifestyle changes and I feel that is a good distraction from the much wanted desire to be pregnant. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.
All my love,
Karin
LaurenKR - Wednesday, 8 Oct
I am so sorry to hear that. But I think that you have the right attitude in focusing on your health. That will ultimately make you and any future children that much stronger and healthier! Stay strong... sounds like you already are!!
Carmione - Wednesday, 8 Oct
I am very sorry to hear about your pain. If you need to talk I'm sure you know that you have a wonderful support base online here with all these women. Take care of yourself.
StaceyL - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Cyndy, I think the others have said it all but I just wanted to add my sympathy to the outpouring. I'm so, so sorry to hear about your loss.
firstmommy08 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
OMG Cyndy, I hadnt been on the site in a few days!! I'm so sorry. As soon as I seen the title to your blog I thought, "Oh no..." I'm so so so sorry. There's nothing else to say other than that. Girlie, it's broke my heart.
Cyndy, when I lost my baby I had taken the lovenox shot the night before the labor was enduced. Things worked out perfect for me. No heavy bleeding at all. Don't worry about that! I was worried cause it had been less than 24 hrs. Don't worry sweetie. We are all here for you. Love, Sam
beckybear - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself and check in with us every now and then. :(
thenorthcutts - Tuesday, 7 Oct
oh girl i'm so sorry. i was praying for you after you left your comment on my page yesterday. don't give up but clearing your head and getting healthy will do you and your body a lot of good. i'm sorry you have to go through with this again!! if you need anyone to talk to im here for you!
minkymoo78 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so sorry, I really and truly am. I actually said out loud oh no when I saw the title of your blog. Nothing I say is going to make this feel any better for you but I do know that each day will get easier. Good on you for already having something in your mind to concentrate on from now on, that will help you get through this. You know where I am if you need a chat and you know I know what you're going through xx
♥Cecilia...PeytonsMommie♥ - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Oh Cyndy, im so sorry to hear that.. I will keep you in my thoughts.... good luck!
Mandyd829 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so sorry honey. As i know your need for a break and i don't blame you i just want you to know that i will miss you and i look foward to hearing from you.
tassy - Tuesday, 7 Oct
i am really sorry for your loss.. and i do know the pain and sorrow that you must be going through. You are in my prayers.. take care of your health in the next coming days.. huggss.. -Tassy
lovely216 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
im sorry to hear that i will keep you and your family in my prayers.
andriette and christians mummy liz - Tuesday, 7 Oct
AWWW NO HONEY,IM SOOO SORRY TO HEAR THAT.U ARE SUCH A NICE PERSON AND DESERVE THIS.ILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU AND KEEP YOUR CHIN UP GIRL,WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU.SHOUT,SCREAM,VENT AT US IF U NEED TO.AND NEVA STOP BELIEVING.ITS NOT YOUR FAULT.
chloe no3 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Im so sorry huni, my thoughts are with you and best of luck for the future x x
myra - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Aah man this is awefull news I just want to cry! im so sorry this happened to you! i wish all the best blessings for you in the future and all the happiness! take care! Lots of Hugs!
jonewman - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so very sorry to hear about your baby...my heart just aches for your sadness. I know that sometimes words don't help in this situation, but know that there are many of us who care about you and who only wish you the best in your recovery and future. I think you are very brave are strong. We are all here if you ever need us. All you need to do is say the word.
TJMH - Tuesday, 7 Oct
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I have miscarried once and know the pain so I can not imagine it happening again. I am so sorry :((
babyyags - Tuesday, 7 Oct
You are in my deepest thoughts and prayers...May God give you the strength through this most difficult time.
prettybrowngirl - Tuesday, 7 Oct
you have my deepest sympathy and blessings, you will get thru it and become stronger for it..... a thousand blessings!
Laya B.
KittyLynn20 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
OMG IM SO SORRY i dont even know what else say that u havent heard of yet but i really wish u the best and dont forget that one day....
boystruckx2 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Im so sorry to hear what has happened. But don't for one second say that you F up the pregnancy. You are doing nothing wrong. I wish you the best of luck with your weight loss.
RainbowRach - Monday, 6 Oct
oh Cyndy, I am so so sorry. I know that you need to get Friday over before you can start to deal with this devastating loss, but if/when you are ready to talk after that, I am totally here for you. Again, I am so sorry x
lilmissk - Monday, 6 Oct
OMG Cyndy, I'm so sorry to hear that. I pray things work out for you in the future.
| 06-10-2008 - The End of my Fairy Tale |  My mood while writing this blog:heartbroken |
I'm sorry ladies... I do not have good news to report! The sonogram showed a yolk sac, baby grew only a bit and now no flutter what so ever! Deep down I knew this was going to happen... I just didn't want to believe it and now another devastating notch on my belt... I'm sure my doctor is going to want me to get a d&c on Friday. By the my lovenox shot should be out of my system so the risk of me bleeding to death is not a factor.
I'm just going to focus on getting healthier! From my m/c before I had gained damn near 20 lbs so now... the gym is where I'll be... instead of being obessed with this site (I will go on just to check up on all of you though!) I don't think I can cry as much as I have in the past... I think because I had a gut feeling that this was going to end this way. I had sooo much hope but with that a grain of doubt grew as well!
It's just sad because my stepdaughter was sooo excited... time to break the news to her again! I am NOT going to ttc... NO KITS, NO TEMP, NO CHECKING ONLINE FOR OVULATION!!! If I am mean to get pregnant again I will do it without trying! If I lose 30 lbs... then maybe I will... but starting now till the end of the year...weight loss is my goal... that's one thing I can do right! Since staying pregnant I F up all the time!
To all you beautiful women pregnant... I will still pray for you all... those that are trying... one day I wish you will be blessed with a baby and although it may sound like I have given up... don't! I know I sound like a hypocrit (spelling???) but I just need a little break and clear my head... hopefully one day we can all share pictures and stories!
Love you all! xoxo
Cyndy
24 Comments on The End of my Fairy Tale
BrookesMommy - Sunday, 12 Oct
Hi sweetie...
i am so sorry! i know how it feels if u ever want to talk i am here hugs to u
roosa - Thursday, 9 Oct
Awww sweetie, I only just read your post. My heart breaks for you. I am so very sorry. I am lacking words - only know you are in my thoughts and prayers. And also, taking a break is not the same as giving up. Like you I am taking a break from the full on TTC and am focusing on loosing weight. In general I am making some lifestyle changes and I feel that is a good distraction from the much wanted desire to be pregnant. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.
All my love,
Karin
LaurenKR - Wednesday, 8 Oct
I am so sorry to hear that. But I think that you have the right attitude in focusing on your health. That will ultimately make you and any future children that much stronger and healthier! Stay strong... sounds like you already are!!
Carmione - Wednesday, 8 Oct
I am very sorry to hear about your pain. If you need to talk I'm sure you know that you have a wonderful support base online here with all these women. Take care of yourself.
StaceyL - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Cyndy, I think the others have said it all but I just wanted to add my sympathy to the outpouring. I'm so, so sorry to hear about your loss.
firstmommy08 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
OMG Cyndy, I hadnt been on the site in a few days!! I'm so sorry. As soon as I seen the title to your blog I thought, "Oh no..." I'm so so so sorry. There's nothing else to say other than that. Girlie, it's broke my heart.
Cyndy, when I lost my baby I had taken the lovenox shot the night before the labor was enduced. Things worked out perfect for me. No heavy bleeding at all. Don't worry about that! I was worried cause it had been less than 24 hrs. Don't worry sweetie. We are all here for you. Love, Sam
beckybear - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself and check in with us every now and then. :(
thenorthcutts - Tuesday, 7 Oct
oh girl i'm so sorry. i was praying for you after you left your comment on my page yesterday. don't give up but clearing your head and getting healthy will do you and your body a lot of good. i'm sorry you have to go through with this again!! if you need anyone to talk to im here for you!
minkymoo78 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so sorry, I really and truly am. I actually said out loud oh no when I saw the title of your blog. Nothing I say is going to make this feel any better for you but I do know that each day will get easier. Good on you for already having something in your mind to concentrate on from now on, that will help you get through this. You know where I am if you need a chat and you know I know what you're going through xx
♥Cecilia...PeytonsMommie♥ - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Oh Cyndy, im so sorry to hear that.. I will keep you in my thoughts.... good luck!
Mandyd829 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so sorry honey. As i know your need for a break and i don't blame you i just want you to know that i will miss you and i look foward to hearing from you.
tassy - Tuesday, 7 Oct
i am really sorry for your loss.. and i do know the pain and sorrow that you must be going through. You are in my prayers.. take care of your health in the next coming days.. huggss.. -Tassy
lovely216 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
im sorry to hear that i will keep you and your family in my prayers.
andriette and christians mummy liz - Tuesday, 7 Oct
AWWW NO HONEY,IM SOOO SORRY TO HEAR THAT.U ARE SUCH A NICE PERSON AND DESERVE THIS.ILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU AND KEEP YOUR CHIN UP GIRL,WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU.SHOUT,SCREAM,VENT AT US IF U NEED TO.AND NEVA STOP BELIEVING.ITS NOT YOUR FAULT.
chloe no3 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Im so sorry huni, my thoughts are with you and best of luck for the future x x
myra - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Aah man this is awefull news I just want to cry! im so sorry this happened to you! i wish all the best blessings for you in the future and all the happiness! take care! Lots of Hugs!
jonewman - Tuesday, 7 Oct
I am so very sorry to hear about your baby...my heart just aches for your sadness. I know that sometimes words don't help in this situation, but know that there are many of us who care about you and who only wish you the best in your recovery and future. I think you are very brave are strong. We are all here if you ever need us. All you need to do is say the word.
TJMH - Tuesday, 7 Oct
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I have miscarried once and know the pain so I can not imagine it happening again. I am so sorry :((
babyyags - Tuesday, 7 Oct
You are in my deepest thoughts and prayers...May God give you the strength through this most difficult time.
prettybrowngirl - Tuesday, 7 Oct
you have my deepest sympathy and blessings, you will get thru it and become stronger for it..... a thousand blessings!
Laya B.
KittyLynn20 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
OMG IM SO SORRY i dont even know what else say that u havent heard of yet but i really wish u the best and dont forget that one day....
boystruckx2 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Im so sorry to hear what has happened. But don't for one second say that you F up the pregnancy. You are doing nothing wrong. I wish you the best of luck with your weight loss.
RainbowRach - Monday, 6 Oct
oh Cyndy, I am so so sorry. I know that you need to get Friday over before you can start to deal with this devastating loss, but if/when you are ready to talk after that, I am totally here for you. Again, I am so sorry x
lilmissk - Monday, 6 Oct
OMG Cyndy, I'm so sorry to hear that. I pray things work out for you in the future.
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