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23-11-2008 - A lot going on in my life

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Hi my lovely friends... well I just got over a nasty virus and strep throat and actually feel ok enough to get on and blog a lil bit! I am hoping that all of you are doing well and getting ready for the holidays! (thank God my week of misery didn't hit this week!! lol)

Since I was home all week I had waaay too much time on my hands for thinking and it just hit me hard that my lil boy would be one month old today. And then it hit me that I would be exactly the same number of weeks pregnant when I lost in april right now with the one I lost in October (sounds weird... sorry!) I'll give ya a sec to reread that one! lol

I finally back in my gym mode and been doing really well and with not being able to eat for 4 freakin days I lost even more! LOL... But I'm doing good with eating right... blah blah blah

Still no luck with selling my house but it's only been a month and yes I know it's a crappy time to be selling but we think it's for the best and try to relocate! =) He still doesn't want to talk about baby making yet and he's just soooo "charming" we haven't fooled around in I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG!! Jeeez I feel like I am the man and he's the chic! But at the same time I'm thinking its ok, bc before I used excuse myself for not going to the gym bc I would think I'm preggo every other day and not go to the gym so now there's no excuse! lol

I really have to try to stay positive... I put up a great front but it's soo hard all I want is to have my baby boy with me and there's nothing anyone can say or do to make me happy (well temporarily happiness would be someone buying my house!) but that wouldn't last long. I told my sister's bf that I won't be my "happy" self again until I can hold my OWN baby in my arms and it's kind of difficult when I'm not even having any sex! Hopefully January will bring in a new year and the baby making process can begin again! Oh that would be great then by year's end I would have my lil one. Positive thinking right?!?! Ok sorry for various mood levels in this blog! lol...

Thanks for all of you that have been checking up on me! It really means sooooooo much to me! xoxo

Cyndy

11 Comments on A lot going on in my life

samsmom06 - Wednesday, 26 Nov
Well I will keep my fingers crossed for your BFP next year! Thanks for your well wishes! I will keep you updated

minkymoo78 - Tuesday, 25 Nov
Hey everyone has their ups and downs so don't beat yourself up for your mood swings. I too hope 2009 is OUR year, we have to have something nice happen to us soon don't we! Chin up hun, I'm here if you need a chat x

andriette and christians mummy liz - Monday, 24 Nov
SWEETY,IM SO SORRY UR HAVING A HARD TIME,U ARE SUCH A LOVELY LADY.BUT IM SURE NEXT YEAR WILL BRING ALOT OF JOY TO UR LIFE:-)

lilmissk - Monday, 24 Nov
It's nice to hear you're doing well. I hope you can get your house sold, and a baby!

danileigh - Monday, 24 Nov
You have a right to feel all the emotions that you are experiencing. I understand completely. Even when you are pregnant, you will still feel all the emotions of losing your baby during certain times. Last Christmas, on December 23 which was my husband's birthday, we lost ours. It was devastating and our Christmas was something we would like to forget. So, now all the emotions are coming back to me. I am grateful for what I have, but I can't stop thinking about it either. I didn't get a D&C on the 23rd, so I had to go through Christmas with a semi-big belly and my baby still inside me. On the 26th, my wedding anniversary, I went into labor and bled so much that I had to have a D&C that night. So, I know all about misery. Just remember, there is always an upside-sometimes it just takes more time than we are willing to give. My husband also travels, so there were many fertile times when he was gone. I really thought I would never have another chance. Let yourself go through all the emotions and surround yourself with people you can talk to. It helps!!!

chloe no3 - Monday, 24 Nov
Its great to hear from you hun. Good luck with the house selling. I hope 2009 brings you loads of happiness, you deserve it x x

RainbowRach - Monday, 24 Nov
hey, there you are. Nice to hear from you. Sorry you have been unwell. I am glad you are better for Thanksgiving. Are you going to be having a convo with your BF about his lack of sweet lurve? Is he too scared you will get preggo?

boystruckx2 - Monday, 24 Nov
SO glad your feeling better. Keep your spirits high :)

firstlittleangel - Sunday, 23 Nov
good luck and I hope you get to feeling better soon!

firstmommy08 - Sunday, 23 Nov
Cyndy, I've been wondering about you... I'm sorry you've been down w/the strep throat. I've never had to go through it but I hear it's very painful. Me, working in the ER, I've seen it many x's and people look miserable with it. I think maybe cause I don't have tounsils I've never had it. Do you have them?
Anyway, good luck selling the house and I hope the next coming up year with be better for you and me....
((Hugs)) Sam

ELLAandQUINNSmommy - Sunday, 23 Nov
It's good to hear that you are feeling better! Good luck with selling your house! I bet this new year will bring a lot of joy for you! A new location, with a brand new start! Best wishes!

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