20-4-2009 - to all

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

I am so sorry that i have not written to anyone in awhile. I have been trying to figure out how to deal with the lost of this baby. I am doing okay now. im still sad that im not pregnant but I am so happy for those of you that are. Misscariage unfurtunatley is another part of pregnancy .. I was VERY angry at myself at first, But i know it is not may fault it is apparently apart of the grieving process.

but soon we will be TTC again.

Anyways i just wanted to let you all know that i am here if anyone needs to talk please dont think because of what we just went threw im not here .... I think that God doesnt give you thinks/life challanges that you cant handle. so with that in mind feel free to write. to vent/chat/ whatever. :O) take care all .

christy