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26-1-2009 - tears

My mood while writing this blog: happy

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This is going to sound really strange, but I'm so happy to be an absolute teary mess! For the past 3 months everytime I cried, it was for the loss of our little baby on Halloween. The tears seemed to come in waves...and at times when I wanted to cry, I was simply all out. Now I'm welcoming the tears brought on by darn near anything it seems. Finally now, my tears make me feel happy and alive. I'm not an overly emotional person, so for me, a good cry feels pretty great sometimes. The best part is, these tears are brought on by this new little bean inside...who is making me so darn happy. I'm going to happily snuggle up on the couch and watch something sentimental and let the tears roll! All the while reassuring my husband, he's done nothing wrong! men just don't get this...but it's cute that they try!

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3 Comments on tears


wisfarmgirl - Tuesday, 27 Jan
Doesn't it feel good to open up the flood gates and not hold anything back! It can be very freeing! I'm glad you're finally feeling that this baby is safe and you can relax. Take care!

1honeymoonbaby - Tuesday, 27 Jan
oh yeah!!! CONGRATS!!!!!!

1honeymoonbaby - Tuesday, 27 Jan
I'm so glad to hear your sad!!! lol we used to have fun chating and I would love to hear about how everything is goin!