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ourlittlehogi
Age: 31
Country: US
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City: Olympia
Partner: the most wonderful hubby ever
Children: Yes, 4
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Due date: 28 Jun ,2012
Occupation: Pediatric Occupational Therapist
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04-11-2009 - Slight Freak out OkMy mood while writing this blog:
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11-4-09:

Two years ago today I said goodbye to daughter, Katherine Rose, my husband beside me holding my hand

10 months ago today I said goodbye to my son, Abner Martin, my husband beside me holding my hand

Today I sit and wait while a dear, dear friend is awaiting brain surgery for the third time to remove a tumor.

Today I realize that I'm petrified to birth the baby growing in my womb. I no longer trust birth and birthing, I no longer trust my body.

Today I realize I've come far but I also have a long way to go.




8 Comments on Slight Freak out


nicholasmom - Sunday, 15 Nov
I hope with all my heart that everything goes well for you and your husband!

kbfulloffaith - Friday, 6 Nov
I am praying that all will be well...

CarminaK - Thursday, 5 Nov
I'm here if you need to talk. Hugs and Love today! :)

humbledinhim - Thursday, 5 Nov
I'm praying for you...I can only imagine the heartache you feel. When I look at Abner's picture, it pains my heart...but to know that he's in our Saviors arms, there is no better place to be. Trust in the Lord...He will give you the strength, He will bring peace to your heart. God bless

readyfor3 - Wednesday, 4 Nov
Sorry hun, I know you have faced so much heartbreak in your life.. You will get through this. You are stronger then you know. Be strong for this baby! You can do it! x

kara G. - Wednesday, 4 Nov
Oh you bring tears to my eyes honey. I will be praying for you to have a great experience this time around. I know you have been through so much.

Shellie77 - Wednesday, 4 Nov
Thinking of you. *hugs*

roosa - Wednesday, 4 Nov
Sending you love, strength and lots of hugs! Karin
Photos
my favorite pic - 20 weeks (2009, 08, 15) 4-D scan 20 weeks (2009, 08, 15) Cricket foot (2009, 08, 15) Harley Fat Boy Lo and my hunny (2009, 08, 15) 21 weeks during Sturgis Motorcycle Rally (2009, 08, 15)  (2009, 04, 19) 35 weeks and 5 days (2008, 11, 26) daddy and baby (2008, 11, 26) i love montana!! (2008, 05, 10) for the fam (2008, 05, 26) The whole fam damily (2008, 05, 26) awww (2008, 05, 26) early bump...11 weeks (2008, 07, 25) first (but not last) food drips on belly (15 weeks) (2008, 07, 25) 13 weeks, 3 days  (2008, 07, 19) cheesy grin - i`m just so excited!!!! (2008, 07, 19) 17 weeks profile (2008, 07, 25) Click here to see all ourlittlehogi`s photos

Children
Stepson---Ulian (1995) Angel-Abner-Martin (2009) Angel-Katherine-Rose (2007) Judah-Patrick-Hogen (2009)

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21-12-2009 - IT'S A BOY!!!!!!
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04-11-2009 - Slight Freak out
12-10-2009 - Can't believe I did that!
06-10-2009 - cord blood
29-9-2009 - Glucola
15-8-2009 - more processing
14-7-2009 - She's Great!!
23-6-2009 - Well what do you know - he loves Randy Travis
11-6-2009 - who to deliver with?....and good news
08-6-2009 - for the record
15-5-2009 - Pregnancy Journey with Abner (for me)
05-5-2009 - Ummm, what?
27-4-2009 - Spotting and Ultrasound
19-4-2009 - Names in the Sand
26-3-2009 - Memory Tattoo
26-5-2008 - Memorial
10-5-2008 - recipe
08-5-2008 - The rest of the story....September 07-April 08....TTC Journal

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