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pageantmommie has 13 days to go and is now in week 38
	Age: 29 Country: US Province/region: California City: Bakersfield Partner: Sean my Hubby Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 08 Aug ,2008 Occupation: Bussiness Owner
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24-7-2008 - Week 37 And freakin scared!!!

My mood while writing this blog:
Scared and Stressed

I am writing this week a few days early cause I dont know what is going to happen on friday!!! I am soooo scared and stressed out right now.... today I went to the doctor.... monday I did my 3 hour test ( I know I waited to long) and they had me come into day cause they offically told me that I have G.D. so I had to go to a class today and to get a check up because I missed my last appointment. So I had to see a nurse pract. instead of my regular doc. He didnt have any available appointments until aug. 24 WTF!!! So anyways they did the Strep B test today and check my cervicx I am a finger tip open she checked the babys heart rate and told me it was low and didnt tell me what it was.... so that scared me, but the worst news ever came after that.... they are saying that the baby is very big.... and that I am measuring 44 cm and that she is breech.... and then the nurse told me that I should be prepared to do a c~section which they will be determining on friday when another specialist doctor does an ultra sound to see how big she is...... so its possiable I suppose that they can take me c~section on friday or soon after. I did call back to talk to the nurse because I just didnt feel good about my appointment .... I wanted to know why we are waiting for friday to do the ultra sound and to ask about the heart rate cause that had me worried sick.... she told me that it is not going to make a difference to wait until friday to figure out what to do and that she said her heart was low but that she was saying she was having a hard time hearing but the actual hear beat was normal and fine.... well you stupid bitch that is not what you said or how you put it.... stupid CUNT!!! Sorry but she pissed me off.... So My dilema is my sister who is an R.N. and my rock is leaving to go out of state of friday with non refundable airline tickets and wont be back until monday afternoon.... so I am sooo worried she is always there for me and I will be lost without her. She said she would screw the money but I cant ask her to do that and they may not take me on friday so I dont know what to do....I know that they can try and turn the baby and I want to try and turn her but dont want it to cause either one of us problems and they are probably going to tell me all about her being to big... I just feel like they are throwing the whole I have no hope and c~section it is. :( This is not what I wanted to experience with my hubby who has never had a bio~logical child and I feel as though he is being robbed.
So now I am on pins and needles and my anxienty is taking over my whole body and I dont know if I can deal with this... I feel like I dont have any control over what is going to happen to my body! Soooo scary.... I also have so much more to do to get the house ready for her to come home and so that is even more stress. I am going tommorow to get things and try and do what I can to the house. So I guess if I am still prego on friday I will update if not then I have my beautiful baby and I was cut open like a fish.... :(

TURN MAZIE TURN BABY!!!!!!

4 Comments on Week 37 And freakin scared!!!

beckaboo - 29 hours ago
I can see why you would be stressed out! My goodness, thats alot to take in. Just trust in the Dr's and nurses and everything will be fine. I am confident they know what they are doing. Good luck doll

koraljolin - 40 hours ago
Awww I'm so sorry you're going through all this. Just try and remember that a healthy baby is what's best. Anyway I wanted to give u a little advice. I had just found out my baby is breech, and I felt the same way. i didn't want a CS, I want natural delivery. So I googled "how to turn a breech baby" I found tons of suggestions about different positions to lay with your hips above your shoulders, or going swimming and doing handstands in the pool. Lots and lots of ideas you can try to get her to turn. It worked for me She was breech on Friday, and after trying different things all weekend, by Monday she had turned. Don't give up hope yet, try anything u can. My dr. told me even accupuncture has been proven very succesful. If she does end up turning, maybe they can induce early so she wont be as big. Good Luck and keep us posted on how things go!

loubylou2007 - 44.1 hours ago
Oh honey please please please take a time out and de-stress this is not good for you xxx Firstly that nurse needs shot secondly its not likely they will book you in straight away for the c section so even if thats needed it may be next week. Thirdly honey if its a section baby needs then thats that and no use stressing as thats what needed so you do it, I know why you are stressing I would too but you need to try and chill as you are not doing either of you any good. Try and look at the whole picture honey your Mazie could be here in your arms by next week( no more waiting) hold on there x you cant change what will happen so better to try and go with it a little and cause yuorself less stress x Hope everything works out fine x am thinking about you x hold in there x love Lou x

Boobah815 - 44.7 hours ago
I can understand why you're nervous and the nurse needs to be more sensitive!! Is it possible for you to get a second opinion today? I know that it's kinda late but if your sister could be there for you that would make the situation a lot easier on your mind. I would also comment on the nurses unprofessional nature... there was no reason to get you worried and then not clear it up. I hope everything works out for the best!

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