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03-7-2009 - Scary

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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It's past the point of postpartum depression. They're not sure if it's postpartum psychosis or paranoid schizophrenia. Either way, it's really scary. I haven't had any more thoughts of hurting my baby and I pray to God I never do again. But with everything that's been going on...God, it scares me. I see and hear things that aren't there. I think things that everyone says is paranoia or delusions....I don't know what's real anymore. I just want to get better already.
I'm on medication but it's not in effect yet. I've already gotten help...I just need to vent, sorry.

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1 Comments on Scary


LC Melbourne - Tuesday, 21 Jul
Hang in there, it'll get better. One day it'll just be a memory.