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I'm falling apart and can't get to the doctor fast enough (June 2nd...I'm not going to make it). Postpartum depression is killing me....I had thoughts about harming the baby today. I'm not safe to be around him, and it scares me to death. At first it was just harming myself, but....it's getting worse. And the guilt is seriously tearing me apart. The father has had to miss work because of me, because I can't handle myself and the baby at the same time, and it's hurting his paycheck, and it's all my fault. All of it. He calls in more than he ever did because of some stupid crisis that I can't handle. We're hurting financially because I can't pull myself together. God, I fail as a mother. Erik deserves someone so much better....
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secondandexcited - Sunday, 17 May
Okay....Let me tell you that you need to call up your OB-GYN or family doctor and get in there ASAP! It's one thing to think about harming yourself, but to harm the baby is really bad. You need to tell them! Don't feel guilty because A LOT of women suffer from PPD. I did, and I know that it isn't fun at all, and you feel guily! But I never hard thoughts of harming the baby. Call today if possible, but it's Sunday, so def call tomorrow. They have to see you sooner! PLEASE! Don't feel like a bad mom for feeling this way, it's a problem with your body, not with you, and medication will help, trust me. If you need to talk or have questions just message me. Good luck, and lots of love
| 17-5-2009 - Guilty feelings.... |  My mood while writing this blog:sad |
I'm falling apart and can't get to the doctor fast enough (June 2nd...I'm not going to make it). Postpartum depression is killing me....I had thoughts about harming the baby today. I'm not safe to be around him, and it scares me to death. At first it was just harming myself, but....it's getting worse. And the guilt is seriously tearing me apart. The father has had to miss work because of me, because I can't handle myself and the baby at the same time, and it's hurting his paycheck, and it's all my fault. All of it. He calls in more than he ever did because of some stupid crisis that I can't handle. We're hurting financially because I can't pull myself together. God, I fail as a mother. Erik deserves someone so much better....
1 Comments on Guilty feelings....
secondandexcited - Sunday, 17 May
Okay....Let me tell you that you need to call up your OB-GYN or family doctor and get in there ASAP! It's one thing to think about harming yourself, but to harm the baby is really bad. You need to tell them! Don't feel guilty because A LOT of women suffer from PPD. I did, and I know that it isn't fun at all, and you feel guily! But I never hard thoughts of harming the baby. Call today if possible, but it's Sunday, so def call tomorrow. They have to see you sooner! PLEASE! Don't feel like a bad mom for feeling this way, it's a problem with your body, not with you, and medication will help, trust me. If you need to talk or have questions just message me. Good luck, and lots of love
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