11-2-2009 - Update

My mood while writing this blog: Unsure

Between 6-8 pm last night I passed two clots (stupid me forgot to save them), by 1:30 am the bleeding subsided. When I wipe I notice a small streak of brown mucus (as the doctor called it), I never experienced cramping through the whole ordeal. Had I not passed the clots I would have assumed I was experiencing the exact same thing I did with my son. My OB/GYN office is really irritating me, I pee’d in a cup so the nurse could confirm my pregnancy, she said the positive line is faint (I wanted to my bang head on wall because today I would be four weeks pregnant and I could have told her that), she informed me they couldn’t do a pap test since my last one was done on February 13, 2008 and insurance won’t pay for it even though the 13^th is two days away (at this point I’m sitting there thinking this is EXACTLY why I just wanted a referral for my hCG levels to be checked). Surprisingly the doctor comes in almost immediately after I get my pants off and onto the table, she confirmed my cervix is closed, uterus is firm and there isn’t any bleeding around the cervix. From there I was sent to the lab for a blood test and I have to go back on Friday at 10:45am for a follow up to determine if my numbers are rising and they should have the results for me Friday afternoon. I can’t tell you how grateful I am that my cervix is closed and my uterus is firm, I’m taking that as a good sign but still pissed off the scheduler at my doctor’s office wouldn’t let me come in for a blood test yesterday, had I had the test on Tuesday, tomorrow afternoon I’d now somewhat better what was going on…I HATE BEING IN LIMBO. THANK YOU ALL for your prayers and I ask that you continue praying, I’ll post an update after I get my test results back on Friday.