21-5-2008 - Jan. 9th, 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Sleepy

[20w2d]

So my best friend, who also happens to be hosting my baby shower just called, and we talked for almost an hour about my shower! I'm so excited I can wait for it! We decided it'll be Sunday, March 16th, 2008 at 2 pm :D We've thought about food, cake and cupcakes, decorations, invitations.. Everything! We're going this Friday to Target and Babies 'R' Us to look around and see what we can do about invitations. We may just get cardstock and such from Michaels and Jo Ann Fabrics and make them ourselves. It'll give us something to do for a while! I haven't come up with a list of who I'm inviting yet, but I should probably get that started so that Becky knows the count. She's also wanting to have a "diaper pool." On the invitation she's gonna say something about whoever brings the most things of diapers gets a gift. It'll definitely get me a lot of the diapers I need! But then I'm kind of thinking I won't get much else in the way of what I need? Does that sound selfish? Meh. I'm not gonna worry about it. I'M SO EXCITED!!!

On another note, last night was horrible :( I only woke up a few times, but still. One time, I woke up crying really hard cuz of the dream I had. My dreams are SO CRAZY right now. They're driving me nuts! In them, I'm always getting seriously hurt emotionally, and it sucks :( In this dream, Kamil had cheated on me, and I just broke down, asking him why would he do this, we have a baby girl on the way, blah blah blah. I woke up crying and he rolled over and kind of rocked me back and forth telling me to calm down, it's ok. I did eventually, and he said "thank you". lol. (I told him about it this morning; he doesn't remember :P) And then I dreamed I was int his racecar with this guy I used to go to school with, and he was going suuuuper fast, and he wouldn't slow down until I said I'd marry him.. LOL! I know it's just pregnancy hormones, but it's so crazy! Kamil keeps telling me "You need to quit eating before bed!" One time he asked me what I took before I fell asleep... ahaha! Then I woke up yet again, and OH MY GOSH! I had THE WORST CRAMP in my right calf muscle. I have noooo idea what caused it, but it freaking killed! I thought somebody stabbed me or something. I could feel my face distorted in pain, it hurt so bad. OMGosh it was horrible. I've never felt a cramp like that in my entire life. And I hope I don't again! I woke up a 3rd time, around 3:30 am, cuz baby (I'm almost positive) let me have it good! She kicked, elbowed, or punched me rather hard! Before I fell asleep, I was poking around, trying to get her to move around and kick me. I must have woke her up, and she thought she'd get me back when I fall asleep :P Then the 4th time I woke up, around 6:30, I almost peed my pants, I had to pee sooo bad. So I ran downstairs and peed for like.. 30 seconds straight. Then fell back asleep until the alarm went off an hour and a half later and Kamil kept nudging me until I got up and turned it off. So that was my night! Not much sleep and I've got 3 hours of class tonight :( Bleh. Oh well. Time is flying by for me, and I can't wait for my baby shower!