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|23-1-2009 - still nothing....
||My mood while writing this blog:|
Well.. AF is two days late, and still nothing. My husband made me take another test last night- and i looked at that thing for what seemed like forever!!! and, nothing. i swore i saw a faint spot, where the 'positive' line would be- but nothing was there. My body is playing crazy tricks on me. I dont know if its all in my head because i want to be pregnant, or maybe im just losing my mind!! haha which i feel like i am. I feel like in my heart- this isnt our month.. and thats fine- i know it will happen when it happens. When we got pregnant with our son, it just happened, we werent even trying- and now that 2 months TTC has come and gone- i didnt know it would take so much planning and preparing! I did read that coming off Birth control- could mess your cycle up- but i was only on it for 11 months.. so i dont know. when i was on the pill i got AF every 31 days. last month- my first full month off the pill AF came 4 days late- so i counted from then...... and stilll nada.
Usually around the time im getting AF, i get cramps and feel severly bloated-- while i have mild cramping- its nothing compared to what i usually get. My bb's are a little sore, like someone grabbed them and twisted REALLY hard. when i was pregnant with my son i had no symptoms at all.. other than headaches that came later on. i didnt even find out with him, til i was 6 wks along. i dont know... maybe my dates were off when i counted?... maybe i dont have enough HGC in my body yet to test positive. i also read ( which i do alot of.... trying to diagnos myself) that some woman dont even show enough until a week or two after their expected period. im just rambling- and i know it will happen when it happens--- but im getting impatient- For now, im going with not pregnant, and seeing what happens.
3 Comments on still nothing.... sls shannon
- Sunday, 1 Feb this is exactly how i feel now ;) PeapodMommy
- Saturday, 24 Jan When I first went off the pill my body was confused too! One month 29 days, then 31, then 34, then back to 29. It took awhile to regulate itself. I'm not saying you are or are not pregnant, just giving my experience with the pill...hope whatever you are your body decides soon so you can have your answer! sleepymomma
- Saturday, 24 Jan I know how aggravating it is ,sitting in the bathroom and praying "Just give me the SECOND line!!!" I am praying it will happen for you this month. I took a test on Saturday and one on Sunday,they were both negative. I took one and monday and got a BFP. Maybe that is how it will happen for you. Sending baby dust your way!