28-1-2009 - BFP!!!!!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: excited!!!

well ladies... heres my story!!!

Yesterday- my husband MADE me buy another test at walmart-- despite me telling him over and over again that it was going to be negative... i thought AF was on her way. i put it off all day- until finally around 830 he begged me to take it.. he told me just for the hell of it- he wanted to know for sure. so i did.. and at 845- we were both standing in the bathroom.. staring so hard at the faintest line ive ever seen!! when i was pregnant with my son- a dark pink line showed up so fast there was no doubt in my mind i was pregnant... but with this one... i wasnt so sure.

so there we are- standing in our bathroom... in disbelief.. could this really be it?! before i could even ask another question- Charlie was getting out of his pjs and putting his clothes back on to run back up to walmart to get another test. before he was out the door... i yelled out "get a digital one".. the wait was insane.. so i decided to do laundry to keep my mind off it. he got home with the test and a bouquet of flowers =o) - but i wanted to wait it out a little bit, so i didnt force myself to go to the bathroom. about an hour later... i took the digital- he made me leave the bathroom so i wasnt obsessing over it, and said hed watch for it... haha i was going CRAZY!!!!! the next thing i know- he peeks around the corner- with the biggest smile on his face.....

i went in, and there it was, staring right in my face... "PREGNANT". words cannot even describe how excited i was. i couldnt wait to tell my sound asleep son... that he was going to be a big brother, even though he'll have no idea what im telling him!!!!

Amber