21-5-2009 - burnt burnt burnt!!!!!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: HOT

good evening lovely ladies!

first off... BOY AM I BURNT! i went to the beach today with my son, my best friend, her mom and my mom... and i didnt even realize how hot it was because there was the most beautiful breeze. i look like a lobster! the heat that is coming off of my shoulders is making me sweat! haha its horrible! i'll be ok in a few days though =o)

well i just wanted to give you all a little update. i took a test on the 18th-- negative... that was fun. AF was due that day... and never showed up. its now 9:45 pm on the 21st and AF still hasnt showed up. it was wierd.. because at the beach today.. i felt the slightest cramping for about 10 minutes, constant.. and then it went away. so i thought, "this is it.. shes here" and then on and off i felt a little 'wetness' down there, which i also thought was DEF. my period. so i went to the bathroom, and nothing. nothing on my bathing suit, nothing in the toilet... nothing. so i wiped again- and there was the tiniest, tiniest spot of brownish pink cm looking something or other-- and that was it. ive been checking everytime i go to the bathroom since i got home, 6 hours ago. but, there has been nothing else. no more cramping, no more spots... nada. wierd right?! im waiting any day for my period to show her face-- i can feel it.. i just know shes right around the corner. IF by some chance, she doesnt show up by Tuesday- im going to take another test, because that will be a week since the last time i took one.

March 3-17th~ miscarriage

April 18-21st~ first AF arrives

May 5-11th~ very light spotting, no panty liner needed- on and off for a few days

May 18th- took pregnancy test, negative.. AF was due today

May 21st- slight cramping, tiny rice size spot of brownish/pinkish cm looking 'blood'

...... thats all for now!

i'll keep you all updated on whats going on. =o) have a wonderful rest of the day/night ladies =o)

Amber