04-6-2009 - ovulating???

My mood while writing this blog: confused

hello my friends =o)

so im a little bit confused... yet again!! haha i find myself confused alot lately! so as most of you know ( if you read my blogs) i had such VERY VERY VERY light spotting the week of the 18th of may... the week i was suppose to have my period.. but thats all i got. i took a test, negative.. took a test on the 25th.. negative. and now- this past week... allllll week long ive been having very mild cramping on and off, so i thought for sure- af was on her way. ive had very watery cm and on and off ewcm..and have been so queezy all the time, where i feel like at any moment if i let my guard down, i would throw up. like its in the middle of my throat- which ive never had before.. but i brushed it off as nothing. then last night- i swear... i felt the tiniest twinge on my right side, the twinge i usually feel when i ovulate- which i didnt feel at ALL last month..

which brings me to, today.... i was cleaning up the house, and i felt an unbelievable amount of 'wetness' so i thought AF finally decided to show up- so i went to the bathroom, and when i wiped it was the most ewcm ive ever seen. so i sat there... trying to piece together these past few weeks... was the spotting on the 18th-- a very light period?? did AF actually show up, and i thought it was just light spotting? am i actually ovulating this week??? i guess i'll just have to wait and see... everything happens for a reason, im just waiting for my moment =o)

please let me know what you ladies think =o) or if this has happened to you! =o) i really really really dont want to start charting and temping- because i just want to let it happen, when it happens- and not be so stressed out all the time about it.

my husband and i leave on saturday night, for our 14 hour drive to myrtle beach, sc... for a week long relaxed vacation.. i cant wait!!!! our parents are watching our son, and im not sure how im going to deal with not seeing him for a week! im sure it will be VERY hard, but at the same time, i cant wait to get away with my husband and do nothing! i plan on testing one last time before we leave..... just incase. i'll let you all know how it turns out when i get back =o)

have a wonderful rest of the day!!

Amber