19-6-2009 - took another test

My mood while writing this blog: thrilles

and the line is darker than the one i took yesterday, already!! you can even see it when you take a picture of it on the camera! i would post the pic, but i deleted it from the camera incase my husband sees it.. and i dont want to put it on the computer incase he sees that too! so i'll post pics after i give him the test for fathers day. im pretty proud of myself for not spilling the beans to him yet =o)

im still super nervous that this pregnancy is going to end the same with the last one did in march- but im trying soooo very hard to stay positive here.

I have a dr appt for my annual in the middle of July- i think im going to wait til then to tell my them, and have then 'confirm' it when i go that day-- i'll be around 8 wks.. all theyre going to do is make me pee on a stick to confirm it, and have a follow up for paper work- they wont give me my first u/s until im at least 12 weeks.. even though im going to talk to my dr ( the woman i USUALLY go to.. not those men i saw last time!) and beg her to give me an early one for my peace of mind, even if i have to pay for it out of pocket. ive been taking pre-natals since november 2008... and havent stopped, so im not worried about that.

thank you ALL for your well wishes and kind words- they mean the world to me! =o) i'll let you all know how Fathers Day goes, and what his reaction is... have a wonderful rest of the day =o)

Amber