03-4-2008 - TTC Update April 2

My mood while writing this blog: Curious

Well, I am on the first month of Clomid, and now everyday I feel like I have some cramping in my lower stomach. Hopefully the eggs are getting ready. If it is happening fast, I did BD yesterday so hopefully it will be greeted! LOL Anyhoo, I was talking to a good friend who has the same situation and she asked me if the doc was bringing me in the do blood work to see if the clomid does work. I told her no she just told me to come back in 2 months, you see? I always get the short end of the stick. I guess because I am 27 , she figures I have time and she does not need to rush! I am tired of wasting time. I have been dreaming of my future child since I met Angel at 17 years old, sometimes I wish I had've gone off the birth control thena nd let it happen at 18 or 19, but I am more mature now and I am wiser! Maybe one day I will have that little one with his hair hopefully, mine is flat and straight LOL! I told him one time about 8 years ago that if I have problems having a child or cannot have one it will tear me apart!

The infertility issues run in my dads side. My older two cousins are in their thirties and have not children by choice, I also have a make cousin who needs a surgery to fix an issue but he said he is not bothering. Then my great Aunt adopted. I found that out when I got married. I also hae my Aunt (my dads sis) She did the same as me and took Clomid she had to take her temp and eventually had two kids after years of trying. she gives me hope! Although things are different now, things are more advanced! I feel better!

So anyway, I love hearing about how everyone is doing! I have had people in my life treat me like I am fragile because they find out they are preggers. A friend of mine moved to Tennessee and she is having a little girl. she was afraid to tell me but am that kind of friend and I supported her! Then my other friend here has had issues, but does have a son. She is the one going to the same doc office as me, hopefully we will have something in common soon!