03-7-2008 - thinking of my angel today....

My mood while writing this blog: emotional.... go figure!

Bub is growing and growing.... and my levels just keep going up.... and my fatigue is certainly some physical evidence of that! I'm absolutely exhausted. Along with the joy of this pregnancy though, come emotions as well. Obviously.... from my last few blogs- it's perfectly evident that I am quite the emotional mess. :)

I wouldn't trade this pregnancy for the world. I'm so so so so so happy to be carrying a baby & this baby has such an amazing future ahead of him or her! I'm confident and positive that bub is doing perfectly in there and that next March.... I'll hold & kiss him or her for the very first time. The things that I have to look forward to in this pregnancy... oh goodness, happiness just abounds.

When Zach and I lost our baby in late March, a lovely woman I had met online from Austrailia sent me a wonderful message and she reassured me that my little one was busy in heaven building a new vessel to bring my next baby in. I believed her and I trusted in God's promises... and here I am, carrying my healthy baby.

I can't help but think that my little one in heaven is busy growing along and watching over all that is happening within my womb. I'm so thankful that my angel has a little brother or sister to watch over and I'm faithful that he or she is really happy for me. I know that one day, I'll meet my little one in heaven.... and it'll be the most amazing experience. I'm so thankful that I'll have a child waiting at heaven's gates just for me.

.... and I'm so greatful that I have a sweet little one growing along in my body with the help of an angel.