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| 13-6-2009 - answer to my last blog |
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i have family in town i can stay with for a little bit but not permanent and we wont have a bedroom just a couch but the thing that is bothering me so much is me and him have been through so much with eachother on and off for almost 7 years and it is so childish and rediculous to me that we are splitting over this especially because i am pregnant and we have a child already, its just rediculous to me, so childish on his part but i know he is serious its not something that we are just getting over in a couple of days i am going to get our stuff tomorrow and that will be that. i am going down to dshs on monday to see what they can do for me and i know he is going to be pissed but i have no choice but to collect full support, i need it to support our kid and soon to be kids. so i hope they can possibly assist me in getting into a place because i am also unemployed as of thursday. i am just so broken hearted, i love him with all of my heart and i feel like lately he has been the one showing hormone and pregnancy signs, not me he is so up and down...thank you ladies for all of your support tonight will be the hardest i think, sleeping without him and in an unfamilar place....we used to really snuggle a lot at night....its going to be hard to not have him by my side...very hard, im an emotional wreck....
3 Comments on answer to my last blogtinyt -
Sunday, 14 Jun Hes a baden to do this there is no doubt about it and i so feel for you it must be taking every bit of strength you have to cope i hope that he comes to his senses i recognise in what your saying something about my husband hes a bit all over the place too with his emotions like high and low and i cant be dealing with it i only hoping for you that your boy will level out and get his senses back and come begging forgiveness if you want that i hope you get it from him re the sleeping alone get a spare pillow whenever im sad and just want myself i hug a pillow it might help thinking of you hugs tiny jmcbrown2002 -
Sunday, 14 Jun Blah..I have no good words to say to you. I know nothing I say can possibly make your pain go away, but do know that all of us are thinking of you, and praying for you! Just remember that you and your children do not need a guy in your lives who doesnt want you in theirs..and I think there is alot that can be said about a guy that would put out a pregnant woman for complaing about her husband (WTF...that is PART of pregnancy) but anyways, I am not going to say all of those things because it definitely is not even PG-13. I know things will work out for you and get so much better. You are definitely in a low spot and I know how much it hurts, but I also know you are a woman so you have strength that a silly man could never imagine, especially when your kiddos are involved. Good luck with all of this, and if you need anything I am here! duhnellie -
Saturday, 13 Jun I am sorry that this is happening. I wish there was something I could do to not make your heart hurt- I hate that feeling. I hope soon that everything turns right side up and your not hurting no more.