14-9-2008 - HE IS HERE

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

HE IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe how beautiful he is!!!!! i have never been so in love with anyone in my life..... Here is what happened....on thursday August 28th ( i think) i went to the doctor and they told me that my baby was breech... i was devastated,... i told fred and he assured me everything would be okay....i went home and was put on bedrest...( DIDNT STAY ON BED REST) ... hardheaded... i went to the family reunion on the 30th and was in labor the whole day.... after it was over... i went straight to the hospital.... was in labor all night and at 9;15 that morning... i had my son..... Fred was there ( he came late that night) and so was my mom and sisters... Freds mom was there too.... i had him 3 wks early and he was 6lbs even and 19 inches long!!!!...... he is beautiful and healthy and i am sooooo blessed...... Fred is madly in love with him but he is still an asshole and he still starts slacking when it comes to his other baby momma.... ( found out she is having a boy too)..... he does stupid shit like come to see jayden late at night.... like he has to creep over my house to see his son!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!! ... i m just gonna focus on my son...... he is truly a blessing!!!