28-4-2008 - wk 16

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

April 3rd 16 wks

Today was not a good day, about two weeks ago me and my childs father decided to tell his oldest child (13) that she was about to have another brother or sister... that went well.... then his ex found out and all hell broke loose... until then i thought we were completely happy and he was over his ex... well he started to tell me how she had been talking about how she wanted him back and that she still loved him once she found out that i was pregnant .. he assured me he was over her and that i had nothing to worry about... well today he comes in and tells me that he thinks its best if he moves out because he doesnt know which one of us he wants and he doesnt want to hurt either of us.... i was devastated ... i didnt really understand what was going on or why it was happening... ive cried a lot maybe if i wasnt pregnant it wouldnt hurt so badly and maybe if i could make sense of things ... the tears would stop