23-6-2008 - hes trying

My mood while writing this blog: happy

ok..so things have been going really good with me and my childs father... despite him dropping tha bomb on me about ole girl...he has been there for me more than he has ever been since he left... he has done his best to calm my fears about the pregnancy and is just being really wonderful... its kinda scary....i am trying not to be negative and give him the benefit of the doubt and just believe that he is truly trying to change and be there for me and jayden... i dont want to set myself up to be let down tho....its soooo cute when he talks to my belly and kisses it... last nite he was rubbing my back and the baby was kicking so hard..he could feel it in my back!!!LOL he was soooo amazed... i was like "if you knew what it felt like you wouldnt be so giddy!" im jus glad things are good right now... i miss u being like this...