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| 30-11-2008 - Time flies |
My mood while writing this blog: Happy |
Time flies!
I was thinking how a year ago I wasnt even expecting to be part of this beautiful story. A year ago, I was traveling back home after a long holiday, I was making plans for 2008. Of course, things did not come as planned, but much better. I had to cut back on work a little bit, eat healthier, stop cold turkey on cafeine, analyze my habits, think of my baby before myself, you know start behaving like a mother. It wasnt that hard, I had the big picture in my head and the result of the whole process kept me day dreaming.
Today I look back and it is a mix of melancholy and happiness what I feel. I miss being pregnant and satisfy all my baby's needs wihout even worrying about it. Iam also happy to have him here with me. Having a baby makes you worry so much! Is he Ok? Is he hungry? Is his diaper clean? I hope Iam teaching him new things that help him. Is my milk good and enough for him? Am I making the right choices regarding his health?
I have so many questions in my head but I forget about all my worries for a moment every morning when he wakes up and smiles for me. Then it is just the two of us and we are fine, just fine.
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