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17-9-2008 - *LIFE IS 4 REAL*

My mood while writing this blog:
THOUGHTFUL

OK I READ A FRIENDS BLOG THIS MORNING AND IT MADE ME THINK.I HAVNT FULLY APPRECIATED THE FACT THAT I AM ACTUALLY PREGNANT..AND HOW LIFE MAPS THINGS OUT FOR US, SOMETIMES GOOD, SOMETIMES BAD. I HAD BEEN WITH MY PREVIOUS PARTNER FOR A YEAR WHEN I BECAME PREGNANT THE FIRST TIME. WE HAD ALREADY PLANNED TO TRAVEL TO AMERICA FOR 4 MONTHS SO OFF WE WENT.
CAME HOME AT 6ND HALF MONTHS PREGNANT TO FIND OUT I WAS CARRYING TWINS. ALL WENT WELL, DELIVERED A MONTH EARLY, BUT NO PROBLEMS. WHEN THE TOTS WERE A YEAR AND A HALF WE FOUND OUT ALAN HAD CANCER. HE PASSED AWAY 3 HARD MONTHS LATER. I STRUGGLED WITH THE TOTS, NO HELP, EVENTUALLY COMING TO TERMS WITH THE FACT I WAS ALONE, PEOPLE FELT SORRY FOR ME, BUT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY I WAS ALONE.
IN THE RECENT PAST I HAD MET A CPL OF FELLAS, BUT AS SOON AS THEY FOUND OUT ABOUT THE TWINS AND THEIR FATHER EVERYTHING SEEMD TO CHANGE. TOO MUCH BAGGAGE I SPOSE. THEN AN OLD FRIEND GOT IN TOUCH, HADNT HEARD OR SEEN HIM IN 6 YEARS AS HE'D BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY. . WE CLICKD STRAIGHT AWAY. WITHIN A SHORT WHILE I BECAME PREGNANT, A COUPLE OF MONTHS, BUT THE STRANGE THING IS IT JUST FEELS RIGHT. I FEEL LOVED, CARED FOR, AND SECURE. MY TOTS LOVE HIM, AND HE IS JUST THE BEST TO THEM. HE KNOWS WHATS HAPPENED, AND HAS BEEN CAREFUL IN HIS "PLACEMENT" WITHIN THE FAMILY, NOT OVERTAKING THEIR DADDYS POSITION(THEY ARE VERY AWARE WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR DAD) WHILE PROVING TIME AND TIME AGAIN THAT HE IS HERE FOR THEM, AND ALSO FOR THEIR MUM.

HE'L NEVER READ THIS, BUT I WANT TO THANK HIM FOR BRINGING LIGHT INTO MY LIFE, TURNING THE PAGE FOR ME, AND STARTING A NEW CHAPTER IN A BOOK I THOUGHT HAD BEEN FULLY READ. THE BABY IS A BLESSING, DAMIEN IS MY HEART X X X

3 Comments on *LIFE IS 4 REAL*

minasuecr - Wednesday, 17 Sep
Wow, what a life story you have. First of all I just want to say how amazing you are. I can't even imagine what it must be like to go through everything you have gone through, and then to push through, survive it, and find love again. I'm so beyond happy for you.

Ashes~is~Blessed - Wednesday, 17 Sep
I agree..he should read this. What a beautiful story...a beautiful family....and a beautiful man. :) Not everyone is lucky enough to find true love even once....and you have found it twice. :)

sickamoaning - Wednesday, 17 Sep
That's beautiful. And you should let him read it hon, it'll fill his heart up too xx

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