02-12-2010 - money stresses

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

I just wish I knew what God's plan is, because right now we are beyond broke... bearly have money to pay the bills... and may not even be able to do that. we've already been helped by the local organizations that help with electric bills, and can't get help from them again until January... I'm so tired of being broke, but schooling the oldest at home means me getting a job (even if I wasn't pregnate) isn't much of an option... we ALL need clothes, we need a working refridgerator, and a working washing machine.. we need to fix our house up (holes in some of the walls, plumbing issues, the trailer needs to be leveled... roof needs fixing... too much to do and no money to do any of it... did I mention that my husband's van is falling apart (and so is my poor husband) he is currently working as acourier, and needs his van for work. need a good muoser cat... the house is also over run with mice... uggg I am just not sure where to turn anymore, we tried to get money from another organization that we have in the past, and they unfortunately can't help us either because they don't have any money they can spare either :'(

oh well sorry for the rant.. just needed to get it off my chest