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|21-12-2010 - more crap
||My mood while writing this blog:|
I love my husband I really do... I just really don't like him much right now. Up until today he was fine for me and the boys to be going to see my family for Christmas. but all of a sudden we are abandoning him, and when I offered to wait till Thursady to go he told me I wasn't going to lay that guilt on him.... so now I feel like a bitch if I leave and a bitch if I stay. if Robert wasn't looking so forward to our going I'd just call the whole thing off and say we were having car problems again... wouldn't be that big of a strech either... but Robert would be heart broken if we don't go, and with my dad having been so sick the last few years I really don't want to miss seeing him when I can. I am not looking forward to spending those days with all those screaming kids though... right now including mine there will be 8 kids there... a 14 year old, an 11 year old, Robert who is 9, a 5 year old, a 4 year old, two almost 4 year olds (they'll be 4 next month, and tommy will be 4 in March) and a 2 year old. My little brother's wife is due to pop anytime now, and I'm due in June... so next year is going to be even more crazy. 6 boys 2 girls so far... 99.9999999% sure my brother's wife is having a boy... they didn't find out, but they did show me an US picture in August that had a suspicious appendage :). hoping that this one is a girl... cause this is it for me... cut them burn them... no more babies here
1 Comments on more crapKimbeenjosh
- Tuesday, 21 Dec Cut them burn them no more babies? lol I bet I would feel the same way if I were in your boat. Well that stinks that your husband is putting that guilt trip on you. Maybe you can make the trip a week after Christmas, that way you can spend more time with your dad without all of the holiday stress of crazy kids running around like maniacs, and You can just relax with your parents, and your kids can spend more quality time there with them instead of all the other kids. Maybe that way your husband can go too? Not sure what your whole situation is or how far you'd be driving-but either way you'd spend the same amount on gas, it would just be a different time period. I went to OKC to see my family for ONE day with my husband and daugher. ONE DAY with the family and there weren't any other kids there it was a small event, but I STILL got stressed out and hormonal! Unreal! that family stuff+Christmas+Pregnancy+out of town+ kids=pure psychosis.