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06-9-2008 - today was last time im gonna c hubby til april of 09'

My mood while writing this blog: crushed

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hello guys well i just got back from durham cuz i dropped my hubby off at his friends house so that they can travel to va today to go on da boat to leave out for deployment on sunday afternoon! im so burning with emotions right now.........last nite it hit me that he was gonna be leaving but it didnt hit me til today that he isnt jus going on a regular lil 2 week out to sea thing he is leaving me and sarhia until april of 09'...........so basically im a single parent right now.......payn all the bills, being a full time mommy and going back to school full time starting in january..........me n da hubby talked about me goin back to work in october but i really dont want to..........if our finances start gettn hard then i will go back but i just want to spend as much time as i can with sarhia cuz my hubby will miss everything and i want to be there to capture it so i can show him n pictures and thru email..............if anyone has any spouses on deployment right now how do u deal with it............ive neva been seperated no longer than 3 weeks away from hubby now i have to be seperated from him for almost a year............ima try to keep myself busy by going to family's houses and just taken care of my 3 week old baby girl.............but i know at times im just going to want to sit in a corner and just cry............right now im doing ok........im sad but im doing okay.............it probably wont hit me hard that he is gone until maybe nxt week when i know im going to want to talk to him and just have him in my arms............excuse me for a min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its so hard yea im crying right now..............but i know for a fact its gonna hit me hard in the nxt couple of days cuz ima be like man i just want to talk to him but i cant............well let me go cuz my emotions are gettn the best of me right now

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2 Comments on today was last time im gonna c hubby til april of 09'


Aniyahs-Mommy - Monday, 8 Sep
awwwww i totally understand!!!! the longest i have gone is a month and my b/f has to leave in April for 6 months!!!! i dont know what imma do!!! probably cry!!! but hey you have us to talk to!!!! even though you wont see him everyday you have your daughter... which is a part of him. and then you know its always great when you get that email or that phone call. even though the phone calls have a super delay... lol. but time will fly.... and it will all just make you guys stronger. take care!!!!

kisha - Sunday, 7 Sep
Awww. I can not imagine how you feel. I've never had someone close to me deployed. Bless your heart and stay strong. Your family is in my prayers... {XOXOXO}