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Well, on Sunday I started spotting dark brown and thick. Yesterday, it was very faint only on the toilet paper, then at 11:30 that morning it was bright red. So, I called the doctor and they said they felt like everything was normal, especially since I still had symptoms and some women have this occur, as long as it is not accompanied with cramps then I should be fine. So, this morning I get up and it's EVERYWHERE!!! I mean everywhere.......***GRAPHIC WARNING*** I had clots in my urine and all in the toilet paper twice! This is just too much I kept telling myself. I'm sure I'm having another miscarriage! This sucks so bad!! I was SO excited and I just knew this time was going to be it!
I feel so let down and sad I can't even put it into words. I feel like crying but I can't I'm so numb to this experience. I just keep wondering if it's ever going to happen and if I'm ever going to have a "normal" pregnancy!! I told DH that I wanted to stop trying because I can't go through this emotional roller coaster any more!! Of course his response was we need to find out why this happened again, and I do agree with him, I want to know why this happened again!
So for now I am going to take time to heal from this hole in my heart and try to regain my strength to get back on here and be positive! But right now I just need to be depressed and upset and all those things. I wish everyone the best of luck and hope to be back on soon! Take care and baby dust to all!!
9 Comments on I hate this!!
beckybear - Friday, 19 Sep
I'm so sorry to hear this. My sister had 2 M/C in a row and had a healthy girl after that due to taking progesterone. I'm confident it will happen for you someday, but I know that doesn't help your pain now. Hugs.
BethSilva - Wednesday, 17 Sep
I'm so so so sorry! I know you need your time but we are all hear for you.
mrs.leyva - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I'm so very sorry to hear this. You are in my prayers. Just believe that it will happen. I really believe it will happen for you. Just have hope and trust that it will. Keep up up to date on how everything is going. We are here to be your support group.
JamieGarcia - Tuesday, 16 Sep
We are all here for you. If you're ever sitting around feeling numb again get on here and blog away. It's better than keeping it inside and we will always be here for you.
dc_finest82 - Tuesday, 16 Sep
i am so sorry for what youa re going through sweetie. please go to the doctor to see whats going on, i know it hurts but i think you will find more confort from a specialist. once again i am so very sorry.
ren - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I am so sorry. I truely dont understand why this happens to good people. You are in my thoughts today! -Renee
cantw82bprego - Tuesday, 16 Sep
im so so sorry for your lost...many hugs take care and be strong
res - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I'm so sorry you are going though this Know that you have a lot of support on this site. Hugs.
skittles0607 - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I am so sorry to hear your news.. Have you gone to the drs? i really hope things work out for you! Good Luck to you. if you need anyone to talk to, you know we are all here for you.
| 16-9-2008 - I hate this!! |  My mood while writing this blog:let down and sad |
Well, on Sunday I started spotting dark brown and thick. Yesterday, it was very faint only on the toilet paper, then at 11:30 that morning it was bright red. So, I called the doctor and they said they felt like everything was normal, especially since I still had symptoms and some women have this occur, as long as it is not accompanied with cramps then I should be fine. So, this morning I get up and it's EVERYWHERE!!! I mean everywhere.......***GRAPHIC WARNING*** I had clots in my urine and all in the toilet paper twice! This is just too much I kept telling myself. I'm sure I'm having another miscarriage! This sucks so bad!! I was SO excited and I just knew this time was going to be it!
I feel so let down and sad I can't even put it into words. I feel like crying but I can't I'm so numb to this experience. I just keep wondering if it's ever going to happen and if I'm ever going to have a "normal" pregnancy!! I told DH that I wanted to stop trying because I can't go through this emotional roller coaster any more!! Of course his response was we need to find out why this happened again, and I do agree with him, I want to know why this happened again!
So for now I am going to take time to heal from this hole in my heart and try to regain my strength to get back on here and be positive! But right now I just need to be depressed and upset and all those things. I wish everyone the best of luck and hope to be back on soon! Take care and baby dust to all!!
9 Comments on I hate this!!
beckybear - Friday, 19 Sep
I'm so sorry to hear this. My sister had 2 M/C in a row and had a healthy girl after that due to taking progesterone. I'm confident it will happen for you someday, but I know that doesn't help your pain now. Hugs.
BethSilva - Wednesday, 17 Sep
I'm so so so sorry! I know you need your time but we are all hear for you.
mrs.leyva - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I'm so very sorry to hear this. You are in my prayers. Just believe that it will happen. I really believe it will happen for you. Just have hope and trust that it will. Keep up up to date on how everything is going. We are here to be your support group.
JamieGarcia - Tuesday, 16 Sep
We are all here for you. If you're ever sitting around feeling numb again get on here and blog away. It's better than keeping it inside and we will always be here for you.
dc_finest82 - Tuesday, 16 Sep
i am so sorry for what youa re going through sweetie. please go to the doctor to see whats going on, i know it hurts but i think you will find more confort from a specialist. once again i am so very sorry.
ren - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I am so sorry. I truely dont understand why this happens to good people. You are in my thoughts today! -Renee
cantw82bprego - Tuesday, 16 Sep
im so so sorry for your lost...many hugs take care and be strong
res - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I'm so sorry you are going though this Know that you have a lot of support on this site. Hugs.
skittles0607 - Tuesday, 16 Sep
I am so sorry to hear your news.. Have you gone to the drs? i really hope things work out for you! Good Luck to you. if you need anyone to talk to, you know we are all here for you.
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