14-10-2008 - Bleeding and Worried

My mood while writing this blog: scared

Okay for a couple weeks I have been having something liquidy going down my legs. When I told my doctor she took a look, used a ph strip(?) and it was negative. So it wasn't my waters and had done a ultrasound to check for safe measure, she also wanted the ultrasound done for other things as well. Well, anyways, my fluid levels were great according to the tech. So I felt better. Well, I'm still having that fluid going down legs. I'm not sure if its extra discharge or urine, could easily be either. However this is just least of my worries.

On Sunday I had really strong menstrual cramps, pretty painful with some back pain. I thought perhaps I'm overworking myself because I was at the time preparing for my babyshower. Well, I sat down to ease the pain. Monday for some reason I was paranoid I was bleeding and it wasn't until 10-20 minutes ago I found myself spotting. And its been like that for awhile. Its not heavy or anything, but still enough to scare me because I'm in my third trimester.

I have a morning dr's appt so I decided to stay up and monitor everything. I don't even wanna sleep now out of fear for my son. I'm find myself getting out of breath if I'm laying down, whether its on my side or back. Right now I really want answers and just hope my doctor takes this serious. I don't want this dimissed. I haven't had sex probably close to a week and half so its nothing like that. My son is still moving so I'm praying everything will be okay

There's probably other things thats going on, but can't exactly think straight.... Please pray for me and my son, he means the world to me and I would lay down my life for him if it meant he'd get to live a long life