Well, haven't worked on the birth story, but whenever I have more free time I'll do that. Well, today Aidan is two months old and just cannot imagine my life without him. His daddy feels the same way. Odd to think before Aidan was born and before we knew Aidan was, Jeff swore up and down that when we had kids that he hopes we never have a son. Well,since Aidan's been born, Aidan has been the center of Jeff's whole world. Jeff absolutely adores and loves Aidan so much. Its fun to watch Jeff to grow as a person. Its really nice.

I love the way Aidan coos, its like he loves to hear himself speak, its too cute. Ever since he was a newborn he has been able to hold his neck up for long periods of time.My parents told me thats a really good thing and were amazed at his skill. To me Aidan learns to do something else weekly and it just seems like he's trying to grow up already. I know it sounds silly, but its true they grow up quickly.

Well, I'm wanting to get back in shape, mostly I just need to tighten my muscles and perhaps lose to at least 10-15 pounds. I can wear a size 5 for jeans right now, I was a size 4 so I'm wanting to lose a size or two.before its summer. So I really need to work on a schedule for excercising and try to work on a rountine for Aidan. I don't mind excercising, its just taking care of Aidan takes up a lot of my time. Plus I'm balancing my college classes that I'm doing online.

Tomorrow Aidan and I will be staying at Jeff's, we live in two different cities so usually I'll go out there and stay with him for a couple weeks with Aidan. I won't be moving out of my parent's house until I'm finished at least getting my associate in nursing. I've been in college for a couple years now, sometimes I wished I didn't fool around with my classes like I did in the past. However, it was a time I was a bit immature and a time before Aidan was even thought of. I'm pretty embarassed by my mistakes, but sometimes mistakes helps shape us into better people, they are the learning tools we need to grow.

Well, I got to see my ob/gyn for the postpartum checkup and got some birth control. But ever since I got birth control I have this huge desire wanting to be pregnant again. It sounds crazy, but that's all I've been thinking about lately. However, I keep telling myself that I would be insane to try for another right now. So I'm gonna keep my mind on Aidan and class work. And once I get a degree, I'll be at least finanicially ready for another child. I just think raising two little ones just sounds hectic and more than what I can handle at this moment. Too much is going on right now.

Hope everyone is doing well, I'll try to update more often.