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| 09-6-2009 - Our journey |  My mood while writing this blog:Ok |
After losing 2 pregnancies we decided to pursue fertility treatment (or should I say "I" decided to pursue FT). We actively cycled from Sept-Feb of 09 on gonal-f, bravelle & repronex. We never made it to an IUI because the follicles were always on my left side where I have no tube, from a prior ruptured ectopic. So, out of the 6 months Nov. and Jan. were cancelled all together due to cysts. Out of the 4 months, there was only one follicle on my right ovary one time and it didn't work. Last cycle ended mid. Feb right after we moved to the San Fran Bay area. It was then that we stopped trying. I gave up all hope. I was thinking I would take in a foster child or two.
During the month of May AF came on the 4th and my cycle is a 24 day cycle. Around the 15th or so I had one day of light bleeding which I thought was really weird. From that point on I had major major CM, which didn't make sense either. So I figured my cycle was messed up and I was ovulating late or something. Well, my AF didnt' come on day 24. So I tested on CD25 and it was BFN. On CD 28 I tested and it was a BFP. I am still in shock. I just cannot believe it!
June 10, 2009 Well, got my BETA back and it is 4637 so I can relax for a few more days and stop stressing out over lack of symptoms. My appt. is set for the 18th so it is going to be a long 8 days. I am so thrilled to have this blessing, and pray that it continues. The creation of a child is such an act of a miracle that you take for granted until you can't have it. The growing that is occurring right now from now a ball of cells, is so intricate and critical to every internal system that will eventually become a person. It truly is so amazing that as hearts, brains, bones, eyes; so many pieces coming together, that must be precisely perfect; all the while you are barely aware as you go about your day. I am so blessed and grateful.
1 Comments on Our journey
imdondee - Wednesday, 10 Jun
Blessings to you. See you didnt need any help, just to relax your mind and let God take over. In his time he gives all things. I can tell you are going to enjoy this pregnancy. Take it slow, relax and put up your feet if you must. Listen to drs. If they tell you to go on bed rest do so. Your history may be saying adjust your routine in the first trimester or all three. In other words do nothing, let your body adjust to taking care of more than just you. I came out of work and on bed rest in week 17. I didnt know how I would survive financially. But God knew and I went by faith. I gave up a new job that I really wanted and left work. Thus far I have survived on disability which is only 60% of my income, but every month the main bills get paid. I know he will not give me more and many thought I was crazy to first have a baby at 45, second stop working with only one income. But I gave it up to God and he has taken care of me and baby. My health has been great, no complications really to complain about and Ive come to week 34 when dr was praying for 32 if best. My prauyers are with you.
