09-2-2009 - Aggrevated & Constipated Grrr!

My mood while writing this blog: Annoyed and feeling crap (no pun intended!)

***WARNING*** THIS MESSAGE IS LETTING OFF SOME STEAM!!!!

Bare with me ladies, I am hormonal, and constipated! Ok so the hormones I can handle, but being blocked up to, is too much to bare.

I have tried everything, and nothing is working. I have one more thing to try and that starts tonight. When I had my op in Nov, they gave my Fybogel, which is a Hi-Fibre drink. I dont think my IBS is helping either Grrrrr! Anyway, I have to do something, I am soooo bloated, and am really uncomfortable. My trousers are already getting too tight, and whilst I welcome baby weight, I dont like the feeling of not remembering the last time I went to the loo! I hope the drink works, oh and is completely safe, lots of women use it in pregnancy, so thats a plus side.

Now the aggrevated bit (apart from the constipation theres more!)

My so called best friend, is driving me potty (oops theres another pun!) We have a mutral friend between us, who has been through it a bit over the last year. So she has been his shoulder to cry on. Well its started to cause problems, with both their marriages. Things have got out of hand in the sense that, he goes to her for support, his wife doesnt like it, and he plays the two off against each other. Now they have never met, but because I am friends with both of them, I have been drawn in the middle of it! So tonight, because of feeling crap (oh I cant seem to help myself with the puns now lol) I had say something, it has made me so annoyed. My best mate, never got involved in anything, but since facebook, she has turned into someone I dont like very much, she has started to stur trouble, and really has always been negative towards anything I have done. But now she wants to get involved, and involved in EVERYTHING! Its like she is getting a kick out it. I have told her tonight, to back off from him, and not to bring me into it, as I am the one that spends time with his wife, and she doesnt feel the need to spill on their relationship! I dont want to get involved. This is someone I class as my big sister, we have been friends that long, but recently we have grown apart, and thats more her fault than it is mine. So I am feeling a bit let down by her now. She didnt take my last pregnancy too well, so I dread to think what she will make of this one!

Sorry for ranting, but a big thank you for reading. I need to let it out (oh god, I need to stop now!)

XXX