24-2-2009 - Writing today off as one bad day!!

My mood while writing this blog: All cried out!

My day started really badly today. Its so so stupid, but it really angered me! So heres my day....

As I was leaving for work, the dustbin men were outside, I had to put out two wheelie bins of rubbish, as they hadnt taken one of them for two weeks! So subsiquently, the rubbish has accumilated. The guy looked in both, then took the smallest of the two, so I asked him if he could take the other one, well his reply was by no means gentleman like to say the least! So as I am standing there getting verbally abused, I am getting more and more angry, I go back at him, and not in a very nice way I have to add. When I say I was going to report him, his answer was: 'like I give a F***' NICE EH? Then I get in my car and head to work, shaking with anger, and in tears. Once in work I call the council and explain it too them, they said they will look into it! Yeah right!

So still upset from that, I carry on my work the best I could, as I felt horrible. After lunch I am feeling better, when.....

My phone rings, and its a friend of mine, sobbing. I ask her whats wrong, and she says 'did you know about Kate and Andy' (kate being my best mate, and Andy being this friends husband) I said no, what are you on about. She then goes on to tell me they had been seeing each other (yes in that way!) and that I apparantly knew all about it! WHAT? Anyway you may remember me writing a previous blog about being stuck in the middle of a twisted row, well its finally blown into a Tornedo!!! Then she asks me 'was I pregnant in Aug?' 'umm yes why, and more to the point how do you know?' Well it turns out my sooo called best friend, has been discussing my private and very personal details with this guy (who I have known for a long time anyway, but thats beside the point!) he was the last person we wanted knowing, because he has a big mouth! Anyway, loads of stuff comes out, he gets on the phone and tell me I have taken it far enough! Umm your wife called me!!! So I call Kate, and have it out with her, yes she did tell him (Thanks very much, some friend!) she didnt even say she was sorry! So as I am now so worked up again and ready to explode, I tell her my news, all she says is why didnt I tell her sooner, no congratulations nothing! For a start she hasnt had the time of day for me since my grandad passed away, I have tried to get to see her, I have even asked her 12yr old to ask her for me, but nothing! So thats not really my fault now is it?

Anyway, I have been in tears all day, and they are still coming (every now and then, but they are there) I am emotionally drained, and pretty fed up to be honest. Sorry I have had to get this off my chest, I just didnt think a friend would or even could betray me like that.

But on a happier note, I ordered a doppler from ebay, it turned up today yay! i have already had a little listen, and the heart rate was reading 142 (is that good?) but then it moved, and is now playing hide and seek! I will have another little listen later, may get Darren to listen too :o)

Once again I am sorry for venting. It must seem like something out of a book! lol!

xxx

xoxo

neen209 - Tuesday, 24 Feb
Roo.....she is a BITCH! Ive always said it. Love you xx