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20-8-2008 - August 20th

My mood while writing this blog: sad, angry

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Today would have been Kathleen's due date. On top of that AF is also starting. I am trying hard to be okay with both. I need to put TTC on hold. I feel it is taking away what little joy I have left and consuming my life. I am crying as I write this because it is so hard to give up what you want the most, but I need to focus on other things, positive things.

I am so thankful for every friend I have made on this site. I know many of you are praying for me on this day and I want you to know how much that means to me. It is comforting to know.

Love,
Karin

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17 Comments on August 20th


chips - Tuesday, 26 Aug
oh ! dear Karin! I only read this today! I hope you are okay...........I know it is hard.........please stay positive and I know the lord will bless you soon sweetie!
you are always in my prayers and thoughts
godbless

stlmomof3 - Thursday, 21 Aug
It must be very hard to go through this. I cant even imagine how you feel. Stay strong and keep your chin up. Remember everything happens for a reason and a higher power always has a plan for us. You and your fmaily are in my thoughts and prayers. If you need anything please let me know. ~~HUGS~~

rei - Thursday, 21 Aug
i have read your story & im very sorry for what you & your family went thru as well as baby Kathleen!! im praying for you & you know that God will bless you again! please dont give up on what you desire - just continue to have faith in God's power & ability to give you what your heart desire! i pray that God will give you peace, joy, understanding while you are trying again!! i will continue to pray for you! im also here to talk if you want to! take care!

kimmeym - Thursday, 21 Aug
I'm sorry Karin, I know how painful due dates can be. Usually at that point I think alot about my lost ones and cry. It makes me feel a little better when I let it out.

blueeyes46615 - Thursday, 21 Aug
Good morning Karin, I am so sorry to hear about AF. I can relate I did a test yesterday BFN of course. :(
I totally understand wanting to put it on hold and give yourself some time. It consumes me too. My prayers are with you and your family! Thanks for all you support as well. Every one on here has been great!
Love and Light
Claudia

roosa - Thursday, 21 Aug
Thanks everyone - I appreciate your friendships and your prayers.

Quiver Full - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Oh Karin dear! i am so sorry that you had to deal with AF while you want to be pregnant so bad and on the day of Kathleen's due date! I know you know i am praying for you. I pray that you will find great comfort. I pray that the Joy of your Savior will help ease the pain!

mamacourser - Wednesday, 20 Aug
my thoughts are with you today.

J9 - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Dear karin,
I'm thinking of you and your family on this day. Lots of prayers and a great big hug all the way from london. Xoxo

firsttimer - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Oh Karen, this must be such a sad day for you and your family. TTC is so hard, it totally takes over your world and leaves you thinking about nothing else. I think you are absolutely right, give yourself a break for a while and try to mend your head and heart. God bless baby Kathleen and her mummy x

minkymoo78 - Wednesday, 20 Aug
I'm so sorry you're feeling down. I hope tomorrow brings a better day for you. Take care x

Want2bMOM - Wednesday, 20 Aug
This morning I was prating for you. You know what I know that this is the hardest thing to face in this world. But you know that your little angel is high in the heaven rejoicing with Jesus? She is so happy their than she is here. Off course for you and I we will prefer that she will be here but our GOD loved her so much he want her to be with him and he send his grace for you to pass thru this. I know it is very hard and difficult but pls my dear be field by God’s peace and grace.

I don’t have any words to comfort you but my prayers are out there to my GOD to comfort you coz He can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


firstmommy08 - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Psalms 61:1,2
"Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed and fainting; lead me to the rock that is higher than I"

Karin, whether you need the strength of a rock or the comfort of His arms around you, cry out to God; He will answer in your time of need.

I'm thinking & praying for you diligently through out this day. Love & Prayers. Sam

TexasMommyWannaBe - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Hey sweetie. I will certainly be thinking of you tomorrow (or today your time). I know this is so so hard for you. I am here for you always and if you ever need me, just write. If you give up TTC'ing, you may regret it but I do understand how frustrating it is - the constant wondering, counting the days, etc. Will talk to you soon... Love, Pam

blessedbaby2be - Wednesday, 20 Aug
If you need to take time out for you there is nothing wrong with that. Most times women get pregnant when they are not even trying. I wish you the best!

TracyB - Wednesday, 20 Aug
Hang in there Karin. Prayers going up! :o)

mamacourser - Wednesday, 20 Aug
my thoughts are with you! if you need anything, let me know!