28-10-2008 - On the road to baby #4

My mood while writing this blog: very happy and excited

Thats right we are wanting to do it again already lol.

We are wanting to ttc again, but this time we arnt all that bothered about age gap as we have 13mths between DS#1 and DS#2 and 23mths between DS#2 and DS#3 and cant decide which age gap we love more our older 2 are fantastic (most of the time) and are best mates, but very full on, where as having the bigger age gap means i only have 1 baby and im loving that too so Im torn.

I suppose the simpilest answer is to just let it happen which is what we are gonna do. I suppose with each AF that comes will be a little disappointing and a little relief at the same time lol.

another point is if we get preg soon none of my friends will be preg at same time as their babies are same age as my youngest, but then i would be preg with my sister who is due the day b4 my youngests 1st birthday.

oh the joys of family hood lol

for now i am still waiting on AF which has been absent since mason was born, i stopped breast feeding nearly 3mths ago so it cant be too far away and no im not pregnant already trust me iv have tested. a week or so ago i thought one had come back positve but i got negitves after so must of been a really strong evap line.